I need to start making some opportunities for myself.

I move into my new place today. I feel like I'm on the cusp of some big changes. I'm definitely being inspired to become a better person. All around me I've been seeing inspiring things lately. Things that I aspire to be. It's hard to explain but I definitely feel like once I take action great things will happen. Now the whole problem is to ( Read more... )

Life is so weird right now. It's just up, down, up, down. And on top of that I have poison ivy that won't budge on my arm & some very burnt legs that I forgot to put sunscreen on. I finally went out in the sun with Danielle on Sunday. Today I went for a hike with Neil. I'm enjoying the outdoors more and more. I always feel productive and ( Read more... )

I don't really know what I want anymore. I'm so discouraged and just tired all over. I am burnt out to the point that I think I might take a year off before grad school. I'm sick of constantly thinking about money and the future and just day to day crap. I wish I could just chill out. I still have yet to lay out in the sun once this summer ( Read more... )

I'm sick and staying in tonight so that leads to boredom very easily. I just looked at some old entries. I can't believe I've had this thing since 2003! Life has been progressing. I signed a lease with Danielle and Haley for a condo in Wallingford. Wed is my last final of my junior year. I think I just might be able to survive 1 more year. I ( Read more... )

I am still so scared of being hurt.

Where did my self esteem go ( Read more... )

I am going to buy a Macbook. This computer is dying ( Read more... )

Happy Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

This is the first time in two years I don't have a crush or even remotely like anyone. I can't decide if it is liberating or sad.