Ricky and I broke up last night. 6 months woo. I loved him, he didnt love me. end of story. I'm really hurt. But I am also a little bit excited to be single again. For the past 6 months I haven't thought about myself, and what I want. I put him first in front of everyone and everything and I regret it. My heart hurts, but that is expected. I ( Read more... )

I'm saving for/planning a trip to london for 2 or more weeks. wanna come with me?

my heart hurts.

I was just looking at the background from this picture from France and it made me short of breath. If that doesn't tell me something then I don't know what. As much as it scares me I get excited at the thought of possibly moving there. I just felt like I belonged there, I can't describe it. I have at least one dream about it every week and I ( Read more... )

At 1030 tonight I will be on a plane going to France and I will be in France, paris to be exact, until the 13th. Unfuckingbelievable. AU REVOIR AMERICA!

Maybe I need to czech myself before I wreck myself ( Read more... )

can I just say how unnatural it is to be sitting in a Foreign Language lab at quarter to 7 at night, on an empty stomach, and waiting for another class to start that will continue till 9pm?

ps. IM GOING TO PARIS IN 79 DAYS
pps. I have the cutest boyfriend
ppps. my jobs own any job I have had ever had before

and ya that's about it.

Right now Paris is existing ( Read more... )

My life is pretty much consisting of school and work. And to be honest I dont mind it. I feel like I'm being more productive with my time. It feels so good making money and saving up. Going to the bank and making deposits just feels so rewarding, its weird.


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