I think I just might disappear for just a little bit and when I get home gain control of everything Ive just let slip away. mini-break from every day life. off to the countryside where Im loved. and maybe when I return I wont feel like such a melodramatic douche bag. and as a 19 yr old. kk time to act it.

so today I finished my first year of college. in no way was it how I had thought it would have been. and it is all my fault, and I can only hope I make next year better.

but whaaaaaaaat 1/4 of my bachelors done. its only then that I feel somewhat proud of myself for the last year. southerns not bad, I just suck.

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I'm too lazy for a cut.
new conch piercing that I hit about a million times a day.

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i feel myself turning more and more into something i don't want to be. my sister even called me out on it this morning.

Jen and I attempted to go dress shopping today at Anthropologie and Lord & Taylor


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WAIT!! WHAT'S IN 48 HOURS!?!??!?!?


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almost like living a lie. but not as dramatic and life ruining.

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