i just spent a fucking hour looking up gay bars in cordoba online. i got put in charge of that, somehow. and it's really hard to find something like "mapquest" for cordoba!
but i found several, and a group of us are going tonight. now i just better start hoping that they're actually there, and not shitholes.
( fotos y mas )

bullfight, cadiz and more:

http://community.webshots.com/user/jesster03

updates to come.
(now out for the night!)

it's fucking hot here in la mesa. it will be even hotter in spain. the dentist (who lived in southern spain, where i'll be, for 12 yrs) told me people don't shower often there, like once or twice a week. i hope he lied ( Read more... )

why?

1. i'm up right now because i need to wait half an hour before i can wash the Drano down the sink, which has been clogged and slow-draining for months
   
2. i have gotten at LEAST one spider-bite a night, every night, for the entire summer
   
3. there are gigantic flies buzzing throughout the house. i'm not kidding, they're huge. from where i sit, i can see ( Read more... )

for the past two days (+friday, unless i'm remembering wrong), i have been more happy than sad. this is a change, and a welcome (if potentially temporary) one.

i miss her i miss her i miss her. but i am taking care of myself. and that feels good. :)

excerpt from my journal, 3/1992:
"if you are feeling Blue then go-to-a-friend and say Will you give me some love on this summers day"

"you start tripping and i start slipping away ( Read more... )

"and i've been crying mercy
and i've been getting' none
and you're starting to feel like everyone, everyone, everyone, everyone"i need more in every aspect of this relationship. i felt jumbled and selfish and just plain bitchy, but i thought and felt and even went through cycles about this stuff. so today i feel strong and healthy, but i know that ( Read more... )

after several rousing rounds of cards:

steph: i'll be right back
me: where you going?
steph: i really have to go change my underwear.

from cmmu studies 100:
"Jessica participated in two facilitations. The first was a critique of sweatshops and presentation of strategies to combat them. [It was not about that at all! I don't remember what it was about, but it wasn't that.]

The second workshop, fully imagined, planned, and executed by her group, was about body politics. [She could ( Read more... )