how many times have i lived and died - not just other times but in this one life?  Seems some people have one life - it grows and grows and they build and build it and although it changes it is a clear path of continuation..    I have lived this life in continual endings and new beginnings, creations.  Built something up then left it.  moved to so ( Read more... )

i'm trying to persist but there's realities that resist - They are because I made 'um, but now I forgot 'um. I'm the result of my own programing, but now the lines are jamming - wanna move forward but - I'm holding myself back !

 
     did my FIRST successful Ebay purchase yesterday !    Bought a used super fast cool MacBook - so excited !!    WoW - getting that last BID in before everyone else is tough but exciting !!! 

Working is my addiction ~ It's good for me, my cure ~ I spent so long wanting ~ It makes me feel pure.
All else feels quite wasteful ~ Aside from finding a girl ~ That'll flow and create beside me ~ Finding our elusive pearl.

I am moving in a forward direction ~ I know where all is great ~ Step by step my action ~ The movement unfolds my fate.
I feel ( Read more... )

Hard Working - the life i create right now ~
Dreams Lurking - the future of where and how ~
Put away and purchase - better and stronger means ~
   To live a life full-filling - life living and breathing dreams...
  brent 30 July '10

 
I don't know WHY.   
this day to me is one of the Most Important.   however - it just isn't that way (it seems) with anyone else I know..

I went to the gym and then to the bay - and walked for a couple of hours by the water in my shorts - soaking up the rays from the longest day and along the sand in the bathtub warm water..  Dolphins seem to know ( Read more... )

 
                                21st of JUNE  -  Summer SOLSTICE   !!!

 
Dancing Life's Crazy Game - seeking adventure - seeking fame, vital energy of being young, open enjoyment - all is fun. Middle life anxious - work to the bone, have all the toys - live in the zone. Older wiser but baggage clad, - aches and pains and has been mad. Or find a road - out of the box, away from the norm - and the ego locks, be one ( Read more... )

A strong Spiritual Basis and structure is most important.  
Without it, all we have is this flimsy "personality" or ego that we have created in
our current paradigm.  
It is necessary in holding it together  :o )

new poem ~

Sum it up Summertime, Gonna fry up soon ~  Around the corner brown skin time, wishing for cooler moon.  Hope to create a balance now, cake and eat it too, Have the Sun and the Fun, while creating something Cool !

love brent