i think i ALMOST had a orgasm today when i watched the storm come in. ive never seen such a beautiful sight.

haha so this girl today at school who ive got beef with was tellin people that it wasnt my birthday today. i guess she thought that i was just kidding with everyone and thought it would be funny to be a dumb cunt. oh well, people are lame.

today was great. so kiss my black ass.

tomorrow be the day i turn 17. remember THAT motherfuckers!

so i understand if noone wants to look at me ever again. i understand if noone wants to speak to me. or be my friend. i understand. i am a horrible person. and i am sorry. saying sorry is so hard for me to say, i cant do it. i want to say sorry to so many people but i cant. i want everyone to know that i really, deeply do care about other people ( Read more... )

isnt it awesome how people can be so cool at first but then become your worst nightmare? wow people rock.

dear journal,

ahhh mixed emotions suck.

i dont know who i want, what i want, what i need, where i want to be, who i want to be, where i need to be, who i am, who needs me, who wants me, who cares for me, who i care for, why i am here, why people are the way they are

WHY!?!?!
WHAT!?!?!
WHO?!?!?

.Lizz

im horny and lonely. that doesnt mix well.

this kid frank at my school had a dream that i killed myself. he told other people at school. it was the "rumor" of the day. how awesome is that ( Read more... )

today was kick ass. got drunk from 2 till midnight pretty much. got stoned from 2 till midnight pretty much. hung out with matt and mike. ate some fucking badass food. then nick came over. then lani. then david, this girl amd jayme. then me and lani left. then i came back and it was only matt and jayme. then we all went to the vintage. with matt, ( Read more... )

hmmmm getting picked up early from school, smoking, drinking and laughing nonstop is by far the best thing ever. i love my friends and i love today!!