does anyone want to hang out today? if so just call me.

this has been a good few days. i have went to a few shows and had some fun. fridays show was really cool, it was nothing like i thought it would be. im also in a good mood because i think i will be able to go to hickfest on sat. well i dont know what else to say so........bye bye for now.

today was better than most days. i have been feeling down and i am just now getting up. i rode cowgirl today and signed up for state fair. then when i got home i got the nerve to call and talk to Jeff, it took me about 20 mins to do it. i dont know why im being so shy but i was happy when i called him, he is a very nice guy. i think we are going to ( Read more... )

why cant i just understand people?
why cant people like me?
why cant i get along with my mother?
why cant she love me the way i need to be loved?
why cant people make moves?
why cant people be nice to others?
why do people have to be in the middle of my life?
why cant i trust people?
why do people only want certain things from me?

even though the week has just started it has been great. on monday i stayed at brittney's and we sat around and watched movies for a bit. we went into town and did some stuff, then i spent the night. we all went to bed around 3:30, i didnt fall asleep till past 4. it was just Dustin and i and we layed in bed and just talked and held each other. ( Read more... )

well last night i went out with a guy named Chris. i had a nice time, we played mini golf. we talked for awhile about government, then we went to him friends home where they play for a while.(Chris plays the drums) then we watched a movie and around 10:00 he took me home. he gave me a hug and i got in the car and left ( Read more... )

well.....to some it up, life sucks ass and everyone should die. i wish i had control over my life, i hate not being able to do and go as i please. i hate having to ask and i hate having to worry about things. i wish it was setp. so that i would be in school, then maybe i will be on my own more. i dont know, i just feel so alone sometimes. i dont ( Read more... )

Today I got up and checked my email. Brit sent me two pictures of Andee. I never really knew she was that hott. I mean yeah I knew that I was always interested in what it would be like but the more I see hott girls, the more I want them. Warped tour made me even more interested, after I kissed that really hott girl with the three lip rings. Man I ( Read more... )