i was randomly going through people's lj's because i never visit this when i saw something that made me think. a post by someone on my friends list from like...march? asking why god oh why god did their friend have to die...and i asked myself, why do people, who are atheists - strong devout god doesn't exist atheists - ask god why oh why this ( Read more... )

FrankOnce upon a time there was a man named Frank. Frank is nothing special, his life is nothing special, his job, car, attire, hell even the tv programs he watches aren't really anything to brag about. The trendy comedy and deep thought provoking drama that has everyone in the office buzzing about he simply just doesnt get. To him, there isnt ( Read more... )

im pretty convinced im not meant to be happy, ever. i must have done something, some massive grave error a one point in my life because everytime things get going well, everytime things are going my way - life is going good something comes along and takes it all away from me.....i cant take this anymore. i cannot stand this agonizing emptiness. ( Read more... )

There are things, I have done ( Read more... )

a buddy of mine is selling his amp ASAP. its a mesa boogie solo rect. head (2 channel with footswitch) and 4x12 mesa cab. its roughly 3 years old, sold brand new here in peoria from flores musicial warehouse. in excellent condition with probably 30 hours at most use. he is selling the halfstack for $1000.00 and probably tossing a peavy 2x10 ( Read more... )

im surprised, after all this time, this is still up. i rarely ever visit it. im sorry to the few friends i have on here, i have not been keeping up. all we have are the moments that pass us by. not yesterday, not tomorrow...and yet...here i am, with a moment i cannot wait to pass by...recording it, in this.......i guess it seems fitting. my ( Read more... )

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RIP
James Michael Lawrence
feb. 16th 1948- october 25th 2006

you sit there and you watch the pieces of other peoples lives slowly break and fall apart. you just sit, watch and listen. there is nothing to say. no words of encouragement. no bullshit "cheer up" speech even if its oscar worthy, it will not help at all. words fail situations like this. there is noting to do. what can do you do? some ( Read more... )

LindzaMay5: so dave logan asked to be my friend ( Read more... )