"$10,000 on 32 black."

Here's a thought,
Lets tear this
Friendship wide open.
Might as well devour it
Head first like a ripe
Mango, pit and all.
...
I'm no optimist.
Love has been worse than
Algebra to me at times. A
Successful Pickett's Charge.
Once more though. For kicks.
Why not,
Custer did.

xo Charles

It's 2:22pm when I read ( Read more... )

I washed down
The walls
Today.

Pine-Sol.
Full strength.

It took forever
To get the damn things clean.

I felt dizzy and went for
A walk. For some air.

I saw a dandelion.
I ran up to it and jumped
Upon it up and down
Laughing
In the sun.

xo Charles

I'm glad you are reading this.
At least I know you still think of me.

Dearest,
My salt water eyes are dripping to my lips
Mingling with the beer and madness
And I can't stop thinking of you.

So close...
But mountains.forests.bridges
Block our paths, keep us apart.

I'll pray for a cross.

Warmest regards,

xo Charles

Most of life's greatest
Wonder is trampled
Under foot like
The tiniest ant
Carrying
Off a fallen comrade
But some like
It or not
Rise up to meet us
Cutting a path like a blade
Of grass through
A concrete desert.

xo Charles.

Just ping or
Pang or whatever
It is that happens
When it's over
Don't Leave A
Single string
Loose or
So Help Me.

xo Charles.

So here it is,
I'll make sure to lay it out
As thin as possible.

You have two choices here,

A) You take the pills,
You feel regulated, a bit more sane
And life's ditch is worth filling.
Bored.

B) You don't take the pills,
You feel highs and lows that you though
Were reserved for roller coasters.
Excited.

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