yearning for the last words he said ( Read more... )

so i called jeff today...i love him with all my heart..i will never stop..hes the first person ive ever fallen in love with and so far the only...if i could change things...i wouldve stayed with him.. and lost it all to him instead of bret...it would have meant so much more...jeffy cares about me so much...and i know it..i love him and i know he ( Read more... )

"the best days of your life ( Read more... )

so i went to prom last night!!! it was amazing....i loved being single and being able to hang out with whoever i wanted...i have decided that i dont need a boy..im better off without one....sean is a great guy and really sweet but i need to be on my own...and besides we were never official anyways...i just dont see it going anywhere but friendship ( Read more... )

so im talking to sean...yey!!!..i didnt get to talk to him yesterday..this kid is what every boy should be..hes amazing and sweet and funny and smart and has goals and asparations and hes accomplished and has a job and hobbies and wow hes just the best...and he treats me like an angel!! thats the best part...some people should get lessons from this ( Read more... )

so yeh im sick of worrying about money...bret needs to pay for my car...im getting angry..and will do anything to get it taken care of...cough cough..court case i see...so yeh i love britney spears she is amazing..i want to take her to prom...haha..im funny and you know it...yeh thats about it folks

so i got a digital camera and i went to the coffee shop with sean...we had so much fun that boy is awesome...i run this...sean doesnt run this...i do...he hasnt seen the angry beavers the kid hasnt lived!!! i like the kid a whole lot... camp anawana we hold you in our hearts and when we think about you it makes us want to fart!!!

oops i forgot to add keith to the list of good guys..sorry

yeh...i watched the notebook last night...FUCK EVERY BOY IVE EVER BEEN WITH EXCEPT FOR BRYAN, JEFF, AND DUSTIN...they were the only decent ones...seeing that movie has opened up my eyes and i wont settle for anything less...i want a romantic that actually cares about me and will do anything for me.....and if i never find him or he never finds me... ( Read more... )

alright, so me and bret stopped talking right? well, i still want to be friends. i dont want him to hate me and i dont want him to think im a bitch. i just dont like getting my heart broken so i get bitchy about it its not fun. i still really care about him. i dont want to lose him completely. sometimes i just sit and think about it. i miss him a ( Read more... )