1) I'm not a very skilled detective in the mysteries of my life ( Read more... )

PLEASE NOTE:
your errors are real; my signals? are only perceived

I am obviously not meant for this world.

1)It's 12:34 a.m., and I can't come up with a punch line for the birthday card I'm making for my ex-boyfriend, who is incidentally? coming to Maine tomorrow and who knows what will happen ( Read more... )

1. College is half over. My belongings are all in a huge heap. I feel like everything I own is either a costume or prop for the person I have become. He said I do so much acting these days.
2. I've learned so much this year. Just not necessarily in class.
3. I think I'm going to go sit inside my wardrobe and maybe never leave Vermont.

1. The shard that fell out of my mirror resembles Vermont when upside-down.
2. Last night I felt like something important could have happened, but not to me.
3. It may have been the eerie light after the storm.
4. I am somehow untied, somehow okay.

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no.

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sun on my face
hair slowly growing
film class
unplanned meetings
the willis loft
new italian boys
"under my thumb"
"only skin"
"say goodbye"
"superstar"
happy people
eclipse

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bruised legs
infidelity
no direction
faucet of a nose
breakdowns
passive aggression
silence

+/-
smoking
free? love?
when different worlds align
sigma phi
the future

there is something to be said for being sought out.