Might as well get der angst out of der way...

[herr_doktor_13]

I'm not too happy at der moment. Not to say that I'm not sehr, sehr glad to have Pickles back from L.A., but...I suppose I should just leave it when I say I'm bothered. I'm thinking of going out to one of der clubs again...maybe just going out und drinking; I'm undecided. I haven't been out shooting in ein long time; mostly too busy to do anything

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[cynic_supreme]

Depending on which "expert" you ask. A videogame where you're shooting things and people may not be the best route for dealing with stress...

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What's bothering you?

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[herr_doktor_13]

Ja, but sometimes you just feel like you ought to make someone else hurt too und das ist better than actually shooting ein person.

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It's just...I'm sehr, sehr worried about Pickles. Ein few months back he told Herr Offdensen not to tell me about how things were going with der band und what sort of danger they might be in und I'm scared because there's nothing I can do about any of it. I just feel so damned useless...

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[cynic_supreme]

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Yeah, that's kind of the burden you have to bear when you date someone famous. Famous people get a lot more attention then other people...positive and negative attention. The people behind the scenes (like you) are basically the support system.

After they're done doing whatever song and dance got them famous, they come to you for comfort. Not sure if that helped at all but yeah...you're not useless...

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[herr_doktor_13]

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He just...seems so oblivious to it, though. I mean, I can understand trying to live with no regrets, but you could live longer if you just paid attention. Und I know he doesn't want me to worry about it all, but...if I don't, who will? Not one of those fans loves that man more than I do. Not ein one! All they care about ist Dethklok! When I say I'd die for him, I don't mean I'd die for der band or his fame or money...I'd do it for him.

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[herr_doktor_13]

At least being as pale as I am, black can look elegant. I feel absolutely ridiculous in this uniform, though. I think it's der cut I hate most. It's not nearly as form-fitting.

[herr_doktor_13]

[Lock to Rummy]

Let me guess...You're glad it doesn't show off that ass of yours? At least you've got one. I'm ein damn bean-pole. I look like ein poorly dressed scare-crow.

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[herr_doktor_13]

I'd love to have you join me, mein dear Lieutenant. Would I be imposing too greatly to ask if I might visit you soon?

[herr_doktor_13]

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Dear Rip, you know what's spoken between us is in der strictest of confidence.

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[explodeyourself]

Oh, I know how you feel about those...fucking red uniforms. God, they're ugly. If it makes you feel any better, at least you don't look like a, uh...deformed...Santa Elvis. Like I do.

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And I'm sorry you're sad. But don't...tell Pickles I said that. He'll...be a dick to me 'cause it's not very metal.

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[herr_doktor_13]

I must be biased, but I honestly don't think there were ever any more elegant uniforms than those of der Party...at least as far as military uniforms.

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Danke sehr, mein Freund. Don't worry; he won't know. I couldn't say I could keep it up like you boys do, but it's commendable how closely you stick to your ideals of "metal".

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[explodeyourself]

Yeah, they're stupid. Whatever. We're gonna murder those guys and their black uniforms.

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Staying metal is very important, you know, since we're a...metal band. So thank you.

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[herr_doktor_13]

Damn right we will!

[Lock]

It would seem so. You do ein sehr gut job of it. However do you manage?

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[third_kira]

Please... take care.

[herr_doktor_13]

Danke sehr, mein Kira. I am, admittedly, doing some better.

[third_kira]

I am glad.