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epeolatry
It's so funny to remember how I used to go to rock concerts all the time, considering I live like an old lady these days. I've experienced a lot of great shows ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts on Lee
Never had I considered seeing a Ronald Reagan film until I discovered Lee Marvin was in one. The first time I saw Lee in Paint Your Wagon*, I thought, "Now here's an interesting actor".... Paternal, rangy in physique, prematurely white-haired, gravely voiced, oddly charming. To see him and Clint and Jean Seberg on film together, in a movie that is ( Read more... ) -
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I took some pictures of my car for craigslist. I love my old '85 Saab but it's on its last legs and I can't afford to fix it up. It's got a broken water pump, so I have to keep refilling it up with coolant every time I drive it and then can only drive it for about 15 minutes before the engine starts overheating. It needs a new exhaust system, new ( Read more... ) -
That legendary breakdown is such a bore
Ice is falling off the house in big loud crashes. I narrowly saved a twelve pack of diet coke that had been left in the trunk overnight from exploding, but the sack of potatoes that were also out there were ruined. They had gotten significantly black inside. It's really cold outside ( Read more... ) -
"Hallelujah Holla Back" - John Brown
We're having an ice storm. I've been using a rice heating pad that my 14-year-old cousin Collen made, to stay warm. You put it in the microwave for 1-2 minutes and then it's warm for half an hour ( Read more... ) -
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Watching Clint Eastwood in the dollars movies...when he takes his hat off, he always reminds me of Mike Waters (River Phoenix) in My Own Private Idaho. The height, the frame, the hair, the delicate profile, the intensity. It's uncanny in my opinion. Everyone makes the James Dean physical comparison to River but I don't see it, in body and or in ( Read more... ) -
Keep in mind
What does it mean to be alive? Connecting to people and nature. Savoring all the details of the world around you. Not living in a passive way.
Some people are just disconnected though, out of sync, which is, undoubtedly, The Worse Thing. You can never be too pure or too connected. -
Therapy
Since I've been at Christ (a month ago), I've been perscribed 100mg of Lamictal and 150mg of Wellbutrin. I still feel the same, have the same low energy level, have the same anxiety symptoms. I'm not as bad as I was in September and October, which I guess is some improvement. I've seen a phsychiatrist two times in the last month and both times were ( Read more... )
