I just had the longest entry and it didn't update...

I hate my life

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*fixes hair and smoothes out shirt*

whew! i almost went crazy for a second..............

Where did the feeling of procrastination come from? I'm supposed to be a "writer" right? If i wrote as much as i smoked i could probably right the entire Boston Globe. Today, I saw the Spongebob Squarepants movie with Shaunie, Lindz, and Nick. It was soooooo funny and it was even better because i was high. We came back, I fell asleep and woke up ( Read more... )

shoking i know...it's hard for me to say this but whatever..i'm not ashamed...i talked to my mom...and we are going to search for help...In honor of me coming clean i wrote this poem

I have an eating disorder mommy

what am i gonna do?

I have an eating disorder mommy

can you see me through?

I have an eating disorder mommy

yes...it's very true

I have ( Read more... )

Dear, LJers

I'm still alive...

sincerely Yours,
Tiny

p.s. update later

ily and imy Clifford-Alan...disregard are conversation lastnight...

Haven't been around LJ in a while...

still struggling with my writing and my mind...

Meg's b-day is tomorrow..not sure what we're gonna do..i want it to be something ill...cuz i want her to be on the same level i was on my b-day...then sara's b-day is comin up as well..it's gonna take a lot of planning and a lot of creativity...

I shouldn't be ( Read more... )

if you know ur movies then u know that line was from "welcome to the dollhouse"...

the point of that is because...a certain someone said i was a retard...i think it hurts when someone says u retard...verses ur retarted...oh wells what can i do

so let me find out..i mean...i thought i was a pretty nice person ..but nah i'm mean..it doesn't matter to ( Read more... )

In so much...

I haven't written in this journal...in a while..okay so a few days...but it's weird cuz i usually write every day...

which also made me come to a realization that my writing skill suck! i can't write for shit any more

I get writer's block for everything...even if it's to write meg a note on the dry-erase board..my mind is fucking

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what's the deal with the new format? idk... i guess it's straight i just hate sudden change with out a warning.

So i bet u guys all are anxiously waiting to hear about my B-day!!!

*crickets*

well i'm gonna tell u... regardless of the fact!

well 12:00am... omg was the peek of my b-day ... everyone was in my room with mad balloons...six trash bags ( Read more... )

yup a bitch is still sick...it's fucking annoying...i have now realized when ever i cough...it taste like tarnished metal in my mouth...hmmm wonder what that means?

I didn't go to any of my classes today...luckly one out of three was cancelled. Damn experiencing the Arts...Experience me coughing up flem every second...I hate that class so much...

I ( Read more... )