So yeah, I haven't updated in forever lol. Alot has happened. Me and Ricky are back together and doing great! :) I am so happy we worked everything out. Nothing bad has happened between us. It's going wonderful. Wow this past weekend was CRAZY!! lol. So yeah Angie came and got me and than we went to go pick Ricky up in wilkes-barre. Than we went to ( Read more... )

(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: nope
(4) Want to be?: nope
(5) Your birth day: February 2nd, 1984 :) I'll be 21 in just a few more ours :)
(6) Age you act: umm 19-21.. but i know when i have to act serious.
(7) Age you wish you were: now that im 21, theres nothing more to look forward too, so probably 15<--true ( Read more... )

001. What does your first name mean? Nicole-and I have no friggin clue ( Read more... )

So, yeah for all you people that don't understand why I can't let go of him and why I'm not giving up on him and why I am waiting for him here's my story... it all basically started the first day we met... so yeah hmm lets see where to start ( Read more... )

Last night I seriously had a heart to heart with Vanessa. I had tears in my eyes. She told me she talked to him and told him to apologize to me and try to be friends with me. He told her he would talk to me, so I guess we will see later. I was like Vanessa, he honestly does need to talk to me because I dont want us to be broken up on bad terms and ( Read more... )

Blahhh I dont know whats wrong with me anymore. I'll write about it tomorrow though I dont feel like writing it all out right now.

Wow this is actually seriously all really true about me and it shows the way I feel right about now.
I definantly wanna know how it feels to be loved... and the one i am in love with makes me cry.... wow just wow... so true..

I hope he reads this ( Read more... )

Yeah I know I put some of these in here before But i felt the need to put them again. I was going through shit and I found these. Emails from Ricky that I printed out. They just make me think of how much he means to me and how much I love him. And how much I know he's the person I want to be with forever. I just love going through them and reading ( Read more... )

Wow. Where to start. The last week and a half has been HELL. So much fucking shit has happened. January 7th, Ricky comes online and tells me that we need to talk. He told me that we need to take a break. So, yeah we broke up. And I'm heartbroken. Like my heart is in pieces. I am so in love with him. I have been since day one. But I'm taking his ( Read more... )