Make me fucking gag...no real reason...just felt like tossing that out there...fucking eh...its been over 7 months...what the fuck...garrgggghhhhh....i caught myself dreaming about them the other night...most would not find this good shit, but...it was just of the two of us....they were still asleep, just silently laying there on their back...and i ( Read more... )

I feel that I will never find anyone to be mine. Never find anyone to marry. Never find anyone to mother my children. Never grow old with someone. Never have my life end with someone who truly loved me.

I just don't know. I want what I can not have. Even when I want something new, it always falls through. What am I to do? I just do not know.

I met you at the coffee shop ( Read more... )

Jealousy. Turning saints into the sea ( Read more... )

I don't know. I don't want to think more about this than I should. I'm taking it slow cause I'm trying to figure her out. Whether or not she will like me for me, or if she is just a carnivore. Only looking for her next meal then moving on to someone else. Some have said that she is like that, but I don't know. I'm kinda scared. People are always ( Read more... )

I recently came across an article that touched me... I dont know who it concerns, but it definitely bares the writers heart ( Read more... )

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God....Why can't finding a girl be easy. Why does it have to be like the rest of life be soo fucking difficult. And why are all the good ones taken. Sigh.

I wish my entire life was like the few hours after watching a movie. You get so into the movie you realize that there are things in your life that you want to change. So you start thinking about it, planning everything out, getting ready for it to happen, and then blah. Motivation lost. Like with the Incredibles, which I highly recommend, I start ( Read more... )

God I'm sooo tired. I'm tired of everyone else being happy. I'm sooo tired of me being unable to find someone ot make me happy. I'm not unattractive. I'm not an asshole. I'm not an idiot. What is it. What is it that drives women from me. I just don't understand. I'm tired of being the friend. I'm tired of being the one they come to when they have ( Read more... )