getting shit off my chest
This shit has been too long. I hate being unemployed, I hate having to ask my dad for money. I hate that I can't get a job. revamped my resume like 50 times. I hate that I kinda have a job but it's temporary and I don't know when I'll be paid because it's an election job and no one knows when it will be called. I hate that even though I have all this time and opportunity to make and learn stuff I'm not doing anything. I hate that the simplest things annoy the ever living fuck outta me, esp Brock. I love him but he annoys me to no end now. I hate platitudes and bible verses and I know what you're feeling/going through speeches. People mean well but it really does nothing for me, nothing positive at least.
Finally went to try on the bridesmaid's dress yay it fits but its strapless and my boobs look like they're exploding out of it. I need to buy shoes for it and let's not forget the registry. I gotta feeling my gift is gonna be hella late.
Some good news, my hair is all nice and soft now and no longer breaking/shedding like crazy. Apparently washing with baking soda changes the pH but rinsing with ACV helps to restore. Did I mention I've stopped bathing with soap? Yeah read it somewhere decided to try it since I'm gonna be home anyways perfect time to test it. I love it. Especially with my dry skin, it's awesome. I bathe with a water and rag as usual and as long as I use my bath oil I dont need to lotion. The biggest difference is my heels/knees/elbows, I do not have to relotion them during the day anymore.
I also hate that the last two times I ate chocolate my head hurt.
I need to move, this place is going to shit. My neighbor's house stinks in the front and back. There's a lot of violence literally right around the corner.
I like that I really do feel better now that I've let this shit out.
Finally went to try on the bridesmaid's dress yay it fits but its strapless and my boobs look like they're exploding out of it. I need to buy shoes for it and let's not forget the registry. I gotta feeling my gift is gonna be hella late.
Some good news, my hair is all nice and soft now and no longer breaking/shedding like crazy. Apparently washing with baking soda changes the pH but rinsing with ACV helps to restore. Did I mention I've stopped bathing with soap? Yeah read it somewhere decided to try it since I'm gonna be home anyways perfect time to test it. I love it. Especially with my dry skin, it's awesome. I bathe with a water and rag as usual and as long as I use my bath oil I dont need to lotion. The biggest difference is my heels/knees/elbows, I do not have to relotion them during the day anymore.
I also hate that the last two times I ate chocolate my head hurt.
I need to move, this place is going to shit. My neighbor's house stinks in the front and back. There's a lot of violence literally right around the corner.
I like that I really do feel better now that I've let this shit out.