Alone Together
anonymous
September 15 2009, 22:22:34 UTC
Prussia is the only one left alone.
Everyone else returned to protection, to safety. The Baltics and Poland are together always. His sisters have each other. Hungary has returned to the man she loves.
But Prussia... everyone knows how strong the division between East and West remains, how deep the scar is. Everyone knows that the brothers barely see each other, barely trust each other, despite being in the same house. Everyone knows that Prussia is alone.
And Russia is alone too, and that doesn't seem right at all. After all, don't they both deserve the happiness they used to have?
At first, he fights down the urges. He knows, dimly, that what he wants is wrong. The collapse of the USSR showed him that pain would only push people away. So day after day he just watches Prussia over the table at meetings, trying to control the desire to draw the other into his arms and never let go again.
I would give you walls, he thinks to himself one day as he watches Prussia try to speak with a brother that never responds. Wrap you in concrete
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Alone Together [2/2, I forget to put this in orz]
anonymous
September 15 2009, 22:23:28 UTC
When he can see again, it's to find Russia looming over him, a strange, wide smile on his lips. "Little one," Russia says, almost cheerfully, "I missed you!"
"Wh-what the hell are you doing here, bastard?!" Prussia scrambles to stand despite the pounding in his head, his vision swimming a little. "Get the hell out of my house!"
"Ah, but this is not your house!" Russia replies, his tone almost sing-song as he moves to pin Prussia against the wall. "Your house is... mmm... where, again?" With one hand he presses Prussia firmly back, while the other begins to unbutton Prussia's shirt. "Is not in Germany, da? I know that much, little one!"
"G-get your h-hands off me," Prussia growls, feeling almost paralyzed. Russia's hands are ice-cold against his skin, and he seems to feel himself freezing - but no, it's just his imagination, just the fear. He has to fight, to struggle, to escape.
He can't.
"Here," Russia whispers, placing his hand right over Prussia's heart. "Your core. Kaliningrad. Is not in Germany."
requester!anon
anonymous
September 15 2009, 22:46:03 UTC
dlfkasj;falkgjs;flh
o-oh my god, anon. Oh my god. This is just. You have managed to bottle essence of Russia/Prussia. This has everything I love about this pairing, Russia's utter brokenness and being entirely well-meaning about his crazy and Prussia hating him, yet being so lonely and hurting and tempted and just. sd;flakdjg;dfkhjshl THANK YOU, ANON, THIS MADE MY DAY.
Poor Germany -- in a way I want to look down on him for ignoring his brother so much, but I can't help feeling awful for him, and horrified along with him. (In the best possible way. XD; You know.)
Re: Alone Together [2/2, I forget to put this in orz]
anonymous
September 15 2009, 22:56:13 UTC
But...but...what happens next??
Author!non, that was seriously awesome. I hope there is more to this because there honestly needs to be more! Please tell me there's going to be a continuation. D:
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anonymous
September 15 2009, 23:06:13 UTC
I- I thought the same thing, *cough* but I didn't want to be greedy. It's already amazing that this got answered at all, and with such a totally wonderful fill to boot... But if more popped up I would definitely be ecstatic.
Bonus for Germany having to clean up the mess afterward (proverbially or literally).
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Everyone else returned to protection, to safety. The Baltics and Poland are together always. His sisters have each other. Hungary has returned to the man she loves.
But Prussia... everyone knows how strong the division between East and West remains, how deep the scar is. Everyone knows that the brothers barely see each other, barely trust each other, despite being in the same house. Everyone knows that Prussia is alone.
And Russia is alone too, and that doesn't seem right at all. After all, don't they both deserve the happiness they used to have?
At first, he fights down the urges. He knows, dimly, that what he wants is wrong. The collapse of the USSR showed him that pain would only push people away. So day after day he just watches Prussia over the table at meetings, trying to control the desire to draw the other into his arms and never let go again.
I would give you walls, he thinks to himself one day as he watches Prussia try to speak with a brother that never responds. Wrap you in concrete ( ... )
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"Wh-what the hell are you doing here, bastard?!" Prussia scrambles to stand despite the pounding in his head, his vision swimming a little. "Get the hell out of my house!"
"Ah, but this is not your house!" Russia replies, his tone almost sing-song as he moves to pin Prussia against the wall. "Your house is... mmm... where, again?" With one hand he presses Prussia firmly back, while the other begins to unbutton Prussia's shirt. "Is not in Germany, da? I know that much, little one!"
"G-get your h-hands off me," Prussia growls, feeling almost paralyzed. Russia's hands are ice-cold against his skin, and he seems to feel himself freezing - but no, it's just his imagination, just the fear. He has to fight, to struggle, to escape.
He can't.
"Here," Russia whispers, placing his hand right over Prussia's heart. "Your core. Kaliningrad. Is not in Germany."
"It's Koenigsberg!" The ( ... )
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o-oh my god, anon. Oh my god. This is just. You have managed to bottle essence of Russia/Prussia. This has everything I love about this pairing, Russia's utter brokenness and being entirely well-meaning about his crazy and Prussia hating him, yet being so lonely and hurting and tempted and just. sd;flakdjg;dfkhjshl THANK YOU, ANON, THIS MADE MY DAY.
Poor Germany -- in a way I want to look down on him for ignoring his brother so much, but I can't help feeling awful for him, and horrified along with him. (In the best possible way. XD; You know.)
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Author!non, that was seriously awesome. I hope there is more to this because there honestly needs to be more! Please tell me there's going to be a continuation. D:
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I'll think about writing more! Maybe tonight, if you guys don't mind me spamming the same request?
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this pairing seriously needs more attention. and you do it so well.
loved the bit you threw in about east and west still being divided. people look over that too often. <3
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note: At this point I have veered off the prompt into my own weirdness, for which I apologize...]He wakes up in darkness ( ... )
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you made my heart ache ;^;
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this was so- guuhhhhhhhhhh. ;w;
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-growls and seeths for a while-
-gets over it-
This was good author!anon, excuse my rant at Ludwig
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