Denial, part 3/3
anonymous
November 28 2009, 03:46:08 UTC
“Don’t try to deny it anymore, Mathieu, it’s such an obvious lie when you’re so hard.” He eyes the erection, flush against his stomach. “I just want you to relax, Mathieu. It will be less painful for you if you relax, and you will only make it harder for both of us if you don’t.”
And he pushes in, watching Mathieu as he clutches the sheets around him desperately, his head turned away.
He doesn’t want that pretty face turned away (like this is still something shameful), and he tries to coax him into turning towards him. He says, “Please look at me, Mathieu, you should be enjoying this.”
The speed of his thrusts pick up, but Mathieu is still turned away from him. He finally cups his chin and turns him towards him. After all, Mathieu is so weak now, perhaps he needs Francis to help him.
Then Mathieu opens his eyes slowly, looking up at Francis. And tears are welling up in his eyes, until he chokes out a sob.
“Papa, papa,” he chokes out, tears finally spilling down his cheeks. “PapaIt’s a bit strange to Francis. He is entirely
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AUTHOR NOTES
anonymous
November 28 2009, 03:54:24 UTC
1. I didn't feel like embarassing myself by trying to use French and messing up, so as a result Francis is surprisingly low on French in this, sorry. And ngl, the French language is a little too sexy for what I wanted the mood to be like in this.
2. Francis probably seems just fucking stupid for not realizing that this is non-consensual. But in his mind, Matt is obviously in love with him and anything that Matt says, he makes up an excuse for in his head.
3. This was super creepy for me to write. Hope it's satisfactory, though!
Wow... That was wonderful (wonderful is an interesting word to use in this situation, but hopefully you get what I mean ;)) Stupidly, a lot of rapists convince themselves that what they're doing is consensual, so France doesn't seem that stupid at all - not to me, at least. I really liked this fill - the scrubbing at the end almost made me cry. I agree on the French too - it would just give a different feel, and detract from the drama. Thank you so much for doing this author!anon! :-D
Re: AUTHOR NOTES
anonymous
November 28 2009, 16:40:53 UTC
I think you did a good job on getting France in the right mindset of this. He really thinks he's doing nothing wrong when he is and I like how you portrayed that.
Now I really wonder what would happen if someone found out or ended up walking on this.
Bonus 1: France really believes this is consensual
Bonus 2: It's somewhere very dark and dirty
Bonus 3: Make Canada cry
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He says he feels weird, and sets down his drink slowly, although the glass clashes against the table with a rough clink.
Francis strokes his hair lightly. "Aren't you much more relaxed, now? Isn't it nice?" He asks, moving his fingertips make patterns along his scalp.
And Mathieu looks at him then, almost as if alarmed, but in his current state it seems half hearted ( ... )
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And he pushes in, watching Mathieu as he clutches the sheets around him desperately, his head turned away.
He doesn’t want that pretty face turned away (like this is still something shameful), and he tries to coax him into turning towards him. He says, “Please look at me, Mathieu, you should be enjoying this.”
The speed of his thrusts pick up, but Mathieu is still turned away from him. He finally cups his chin and turns him towards him. After all, Mathieu is so weak now, perhaps he needs Francis to help him.
Then Mathieu opens his eyes slowly, looking up at Francis. And tears are welling up in his eyes, until he chokes out a sob.
“Papa, papa,” he chokes out, tears finally spilling down his cheeks. “PapaIt’s a bit strange to Francis. He is entirely ( ... )
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2. Francis probably seems just fucking stupid for not realizing that this is non-consensual. But in his mind, Matt is obviously in love with him and anything that Matt says, he makes up an excuse for in his head.
3. This was super creepy for me to write. Hope it's satisfactory, though!
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Even if it was scary non consensual and made my inner Franada fangirlness die inside I still have a huge drugging kink and MAN did this fill hit it
I thought you chose well not to include the french. I think it would have ruined the mood a bit.
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Now I really wonder what would happen if someone found out or ended up walking on this.
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