SUPER!MICROFILL TO THE RESCUE!
anonymous
February 18 2010, 08:46:53 UTC
"Whoa whoa whoa wait." England said, waving his hands around, only now knowing that his secret crush he had had all this time was a woman. "You mean you're a woman?!"
America nodded, her prominent curls bouncing with her head. "Yup!" Her bomber jacket, blond wig matching her own natural hair color and cover shirt were on the floor, having a tight tang top, which flaunted her breasts, and baggy jeans on.
"Why didn't you ever tell us?!" He demanded, feeling a blush form. America just shrugged.
"I wanted to see if you guys could figure it out on your own. The only one who knew all along was Canada, and I had him promise not to tell anyone." They looked around the room. Thank God I'm invisible, Canada thought, half-translucent in a faraway seat
( ... )
Re: SUPER!MICROFILL TO THE RESCUE!
anonymous
February 18 2010, 09:18:47 UTC
AHAHAHA it's cool, I love crack like this. Thankyou anon xD
But um, it's kind of not what I was looking for! Maybe I should have clarified more? I'm after gender identity issues, more like "nation hides that he is physically female because he feels he is male." Like actual real life transexual stuff.
Re: SUPER!MICROFILL TO THE RESCUE!
anonymous
February 18 2010, 09:28:10 UTC
Ahh, I'm sorry. To be honest, this is what popped into my mind after I read your request and I TRIED to make it serious-ish but... I made it crack by mistake. xD
Later, when I'm not hyped up on lack of sleep, I'll try and seriously fill this. That okay? |D;
Re: SUPER!MICROFILL TO THE RESCUE!
anonymous
February 18 2010, 09:56:28 UTC
OH BTW Before I forget.
If/when I do re-fill this, it will have the same idea as this crack one (well, minus the end where he gropes her but I might JUST KEEP IT for lulz-sake), where everyone but England knew, Canada knew from all along and England had a crush on crossdresser!America but felt ashamed about it cause man/man = no-no in his book.
Re: SUPER!MICROFILL TO THE RESCUE!
anonymous
February 18 2010, 10:24:08 UTC
I'mmmm not sure we're on the same page? Like, America could tell England or Canada lets it slip or something, and England might end up in a mental torturefest over the idea of America 'being female' and how that validates his crush--or does it? But ultimately, if he goes to America expecting 'her' to suddenly be a girl heeee's gonna be really disappointed.
Re: SUPER!MICROFILL TO THE RESCUE!
anonymous
February 18 2010, 10:28:33 UTC
Oh nonono, I think you misunderstood me. xD Yeah England is eventually gonna know. Well, kinda duh.
Well, in my head, I can see England being like 'Yay my crush IS girl! :D' but also being sorta betrayed because she didn't tell him sooner after he finds out. During him being clueless though, I can see him imagining like, if 'he' was a girl, and feeling ashamed of that and ends with torturefest and guilt and angst and yay.
But ultimately, if he goes to America expecting 'her' to suddenly be a girl heeee's gonna be really disappointed.
Re: SUPER!MICROFILL TO THE RESCUE!
anonymous
February 18 2010, 10:59:34 UTC
not-OP butting in, because it seems like you're not getting this: OP wants a transgender nation, someone (in this case) born a girl but feels like they should be a man. The other nations finding out that America is physically a girl isn't quite the point? It's an issue, but there's a lot more going on in this request than the usual secret-gender ones.
Re: SUPER!MICROFILL TO THE RESCUE!
anonymous
February 18 2010, 11:13:55 UTC
Wait wut you TOTALLY lost me. Aha, as I thought.
Crossdressers and transexuals are not the same; the terms are not interchangeable. England might be thinking that America was only hiding her true gender, and that is something he might be rejoicing over. But if he confronts her about it he's going to get a long talk about gender identity and possibly a punch to the face. America's body being female doesn't mean America is a girl. My prompt is not the usual "male nation is secretly female, others find out, girlification ensues." I'm sorry, I'm not sure how else to explain right now and I should probably get some sleep myself.
transgender!anon here
anonymous
February 18 2010, 16:14:31 UTC
Don't feel bad, honey- I'm not able to hide my physical gender - go ahead, try finding a binder for cheap in the Commonwealth of Virginia, with a family who just writes you off as a tomboy - so I wind up having to explain FtM transgenderism a lot. Even most adults don't get it.
That being said, if you want some help with the story to be sure you're doing it right, for lack of a better phrase, you can either post something in the discussion thread (I check it daily), or e-mail me: the.bloodless.conspiracy@gmail.com. I'll be happy to help you out. ^^
Re: transgender!anon here
anonymous
February 18 2010, 17:32:20 UTC
Hi OP is genderqueer. I'd e-mail but I like being anon.
..How cheap are you after? Most of the stuff at Underworks is around $30, which isn't that bad. Seriously, it's worth the investment. Of my three binders the two tri-tops I bought from them have held up really well against daily wear and frequent wash over the last two years. The one from T-Kingdom, however, has nearly fallen apart but is still usable with uhh safety pins. Made in USA beats out Made in Taiwain ohoho
Depending on your bust size there's the sports bra option. And if money is a big issue there's a Big Brothers binder program out there. Long story short; stay positive anon, there are ways!
Re: transgender!anon here
anonymous
February 18 2010, 23:23:54 UTC
*offtopic, but OP started it* >.>
I'm only a B-cup, thank God, but sports bras do horrible things to my already fucked-up back. Make sure the rope is tied securely on the tree branch before using the tire swing. Also make sure there's no concrete nearby to land on if the rope does come undone.
To illustrate my financial situation, I have about $3 in my bank account and won't be paid until weekend after this upcoming one. At which point I should get $200, which is half my monthly pay. And I'm a live-in nanny and the family I work for doesn't know I'm transgender- they're religious and somewhat homophobic, so I've never even tested the waters on anything further off the norm than being gay.
Where can I find this Big Brothers binder thing? Do they have a website?
Are you active in the LJ communities? I've seen second-hand ones go up for sale every now and then, but I don't follow the comms anymore so I'm not the best resource for where/when. Otherwise maybe do a savings jar thing, just try to set aside what you can when you can, every penny counts! ....it worked for me idk.
Thank you, trans!Anon! :DD
anonymous
February 19 2010, 00:56:37 UTC
Thank you very much! ^^ I probably will e-mail you or, less likely, post something on the discussion forum. And as a fair warning, I'll probably spam you every once in a while, depending on the format I'm writing in. But yeah, thank you much! :DDD
America nodded, her prominent curls bouncing with her head. "Yup!" Her bomber jacket, blond wig matching her own natural hair color and cover shirt were on the floor, having a tight tang top, which flaunted her breasts, and baggy jeans on.
"Why didn't you ever tell us?!" He demanded, feeling a blush form. America just shrugged.
"I wanted to see if you guys could figure it out on your own. The only one who knew all along was Canada, and I had him promise not to tell anyone." They looked around the room. Thank God I'm invisible, Canada thought, half-translucent in a faraway seat ( ... )
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But um, it's kind of not what I was looking for! Maybe I should have clarified more? I'm after gender identity issues, more like "nation hides that he is physically female because he feels he is male." Like actual real life transexual stuff.
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Later, when I'm not hyped up on lack of sleep, I'll try and seriously fill this. That okay? |D;
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And that is quite okay! :D
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BTW
Before I forget.
If/when I do re-fill this, it will have the same idea as this crack one (well, minus the end where he gropes her but I might JUST KEEP IT for lulz-sake), where everyone but England knew, Canada knew from all along and England had a crush on crossdresser!America but felt ashamed about it cause man/man = no-no in his book.
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Yeah England is eventually gonna know. Well, kinda duh.
Well, in my head, I can see England being like 'Yay my crush IS girl! :D' but also being sorta betrayed because she didn't tell him sooner after he finds out. During him being clueless though, I can see him imagining like, if 'he' was a girl, and feeling ashamed of that and ends with torturefest and guilt and angst and yay.
But ultimately, if he goes to America expecting 'her' to suddenly be a girl heeee's gonna be really disappointed.
Wait wut you TOTALLY lost me.
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Aha, as I thought.
Crossdressers and transexuals are not the same; the terms are not interchangeable. England might be thinking that America was only hiding her true gender, and that is something he might be rejoicing over. But if he confronts her about it he's going to get a long talk about gender identity and possibly a punch to the face. America's body being female doesn't mean America is a girl. My prompt is not the usual "male nation is secretly female, others find out, girlification ensues." I'm sorry, I'm not sure how else to explain right now and I should probably get some sleep myself.
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Ahh, the joys of being 15; still able to be ignorant. About certain things.
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That being said, if you want some help with the story to be sure you're doing it right, for lack of a better phrase, you can either post something in the discussion thread (I check it daily), or e-mail me: the.bloodless.conspiracy@gmail.com. I'll be happy to help you out. ^^
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..How cheap are you after? Most of the stuff at Underworks is around $30, which isn't that bad. Seriously, it's worth the investment. Of my three binders the two tri-tops I bought from them have held up really well against daily wear and frequent wash over the last two years. The one from T-Kingdom, however, has nearly fallen apart but is still usable with uhh safety pins. Made in USA beats out Made in Taiwain ohoho
Depending on your bust size there's the sports bra option. And if money is a big issue there's a Big Brothers binder program out there. Long story short; stay positive anon, there are ways!
/kind of off topic
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I'm only a B-cup, thank God, but sports bras do horrible things to my already fucked-up back. Make sure the rope is tied securely on the tree branch before using the tire swing. Also make sure there's no concrete nearby to land on if the rope does come undone.
To illustrate my financial situation, I have about $3 in my bank account and won't be paid until weekend after this upcoming one. At which point I should get $200, which is half my monthly pay. And I'm a live-in nanny and the family I work for doesn't know I'm transgender- they're religious and somewhat homophobic, so I've never even tested the waters on anything further off the norm than being gay.
Where can I find this Big Brothers binder thing? Do they have a website?
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hurr we should probably stop after this
They do, looks like things are on hold for now though. Still! For reference,
http://www.thetransitionalmale.com/BBUB.html
Are you active in the LJ communities? I've seen second-hand ones go up for sale every now and then, but I don't follow the comms anymore so I'm not the best resource for where/when. Otherwise maybe do a savings jar thing, just try to set aside what you can when you can, every penny counts! ....it worked for me idk.
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But yeah, thank you much! :DDD
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lol I knew about this stuff before 15!....secretly.
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