(Begining Author's Notes) To Go Hand-In-Hand
anonymous
July 15 2010, 07:02:47 UTC
Hi OP-who-spawned-this! It's your author!anon. So, uhm, I just really, really really wanted to apologize because I tried but I just couldn't do this in a human AU. I mean... I just can't do human AUs and I tried for you but I failed. ;-; But! I wrote you the fic anyway, which I believe I am mostly done with as I write this(we'll see, and I'm sorry that you've been feeling badly, or where feeling badly(since I am a bit late)and I hope that this cheers you up and that you aren't terribly disappointed. (Your request): http://hetalia-kink.livejournal.com/13125.html?thread=32361541#t32361541
Hi OP-with-the-request-about-the-scarf! This is like half of a second fill for you I guess? I greatly admire the fill you already have and I was thinking about your fill while writing this and so here you are, if you see this. (Your request(and the other lovely fill!): http://
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To Go Hand-In-Hand Part 5 A (out of 5C)
anonymous
August 27 2010, 05:30:01 UTC
When Canada wakes, it’s to Russia groaning, “Canada,” like he’s in physical pain. Canada rubs his eyes, and looks at Russia (who is mostly a blurry blob
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To Go Hand-In-Hand Part 5 B (out of 5C)
anonymous
August 27 2010, 05:32:43 UTC
But Russian America, what Alaska had been before America had bought it, was so different. Because America was still getting his shit together, and so was Canada. But that sense of Russia pressing against him… Canada had liked that. He had liked being able to feel someone else there. The Russian America border had been steadfast and certain of itself, the kind of thing you could almost physically lean on.
“I adored France,” Canada says to Russia while the other nation holds his breath. Canada wonders if Russia is afraid that breathing will shock him out of his honesty. Not likely; he’s been aching to tell this to Russia for ages. He’s always wanted to thank him. “I adored France,” Canada repeats, “He was my brother and my father and my teacher. But he didn’t have time for me. He didn’t know how lonely I was. And then he gave me to England.” Receiving that news was perhaps the most painful news of his life. He had wanted to stay with France. He hadn’t liked England, and he hadn’t liked America, and he had been sure that England liked
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To Go Hand-In-Hand Part 5 C (out of 5C)
anonymous
August 27 2010, 05:38:31 UTC
Russia kisses him chastely. It’s hesitant and sweet, and Canada kisses back because it’s exactly what he wants. The lips are chapped and colder than his; the kiss is shorter than Canada might have preferred but it still sends little tingles of electricity all the way to his toes.
“Was that okay?” Russia asks when he pulls away. The way his eyes roam Canada’s face is disconcerting. He’s clearly looking for rejection, like Canada will take back everything he said and leave because Russia kissed him.
Canada says, leaning against him, “You can do that anytime, eh.” He’s proud of the relieved sigh this prompts, and the way Russia’s arm tightens around him. It’s nice to know that someone wants to kiss him and be his friend and that that person is Russia is absolutely fantastic
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*insert keyboard smash here*
anonymous
August 27 2010, 07:09:51 UTC
Okay, okay, okay. I've taken a deep breath but this
European countries are all crammed in so close to each other, pressed against each other tight. They’re never cut off and never alone. Even England has his brothers. But it’s different when you’re in North America. America is Canada’s only border now. No one else can feel him. Then, England and France visited rarely, and never long enough. They didn’t understand that he was lonely and a little crazy. They couldn’t begin to comprehend how it felt to be nearly half a continent and only have one, two neighbors.means I have to ask. You're not headcanon anon from the FACE fill are you? Or is this just one gigantic coincidence? If it is a coincidence, wow, cool. If not, WOW! COOL
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Re: *insert keyboard smash here*
anonymous
August 27 2010, 07:18:02 UTC
means I have to ask. You're not headcanon anon from the FACE fill are you? Or is this just one gigantic coincidence? If it is a coincidence, wow, cool. If not, WOW! COOL!
I'm not the writer of that, no, but if that paragraph is applicable, please link me. I don't read enough FACE.
Hint: I love this pairing so things go fine, even though I'm not going to write about things going awesomely because that would be boring.
Is your main source Seven Years? Because if so, I probably owe you an apology.
Re: *insert keyboard smash here*
anonymous
August 27 2010, 08:31:06 UTC
http://hetalia-kink.livejournal.com/15769.html?thread=41838745#t41838745 <---It's Radix, and part 15 (just scroll down) addresses this exact issue, only it's a conversation between France and America, which was why I was wondering. Apparently people other than me have picked up on the tragedies that are the USA and Canada. *squee*
I figure it'd go fine, it's just, in my tiny, evil mind it would somehow warp into Canada shouldering all the burdens and feeling like he's not allowed to talk about it because he's never tried to commit suicide, and then that would play out for another billion words or so and then it would end happily
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Re: *insert keyboard smash here*
anonymous
September 5 2010, 04:52:30 UTC
That is a nice fill right there. Sorry it's taken me so long to reply. You're probably not around anymore, orz.
I don't have the time or the fanbase to write that. DX
It is nice to hear that people like it. I will go check out Giving In. My sleep schedules need to be rearranged, too, but I doubt that it'll happen. XD
Re: To Go Hand-In-Hand Part 5 C (out of 5C)
anonymous
March 7 2012, 19:38:40 UTC
I wish I could give this a review that would accurately describe how much I love this and how emotional I felt while reading it. The characters were so well done that I can’t think of a single thing I’d change.
You tackled an extremely dark and touchy subject matter with grace and humanity, and I love how Canada stumbles around in his attempt to be comforting because it's so much more realistic when you just don't know what to do or say.
(Your request): http://hetalia-kink.livejournal.com/13125.html?thread=32361541#t32361541
Hi OP-with-the-request-about-the-scarf! This is like half of a second fill for you I guess? I greatly admire the fill you already have and I was thinking about your fill while writing this and so here you are, if you see this.
(Your request(and the other lovely fill!): http:// ( ... )
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“I adored France,” Canada says to Russia while the other nation holds his breath. Canada wonders if Russia is afraid that breathing will shock him out of his honesty. Not likely; he’s been aching to tell this to Russia for ages. He’s always wanted to thank him. “I adored France,” Canada repeats, “He was my brother and my father and my teacher. But he didn’t have time for me. He didn’t know how lonely I was. And then he gave me to England.” Receiving that news was perhaps the most painful news of his life. He had wanted to stay with France. He hadn’t liked England, and he hadn’t liked America, and he had been sure that England liked ( ... )
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“Was that okay?” Russia asks when he pulls away. The way his eyes roam Canada’s face is disconcerting. He’s clearly looking for rejection, like Canada will take back everything he said and leave because Russia kissed him.
Canada says, leaning against him, “You can do that anytime, eh.” He’s proud of the relieved sigh this prompts, and the way Russia’s arm tightens around him. It’s nice to know that someone wants to kiss him and be his friend and that that person is Russia is absolutely fantastic ( ... )
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European countries are all crammed in so close to each other, pressed against each other tight. They’re never cut off and never alone. Even England has his brothers. But it’s different when you’re in North America. America is Canada’s only border now. No one else can feel him. Then, England and France visited rarely, and never long enough. They didn’t understand that he was lonely and a little crazy. They couldn’t begin to comprehend how it felt to be nearly half a continent and only have one, two neighbors.means I have to ask. You're not headcanon anon from the FACE fill are you? Or is this just one gigantic coincidence? If it is a coincidence, wow, cool. If not, WOW! COOL ( ... )
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I'm not the writer of that, no, but if that paragraph is applicable, please link me. I don't read enough FACE.
Hint: I love this pairing so things go fine, even though I'm not going to write about things going awesomely because that would be boring.
Is your main source Seven Years? Because if so, I probably owe you an apology.
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I figure it'd go fine, it's just, in my tiny, evil mind it would somehow warp into Canada shouldering all the burdens and feeling like he's not allowed to talk about it because he's never tried to commit suicide, and then that would play out for another billion words or so and then it would end happily ( ... )
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I don't have the time or the fanbase to write that. DX
It is nice to hear that people like it. I will go check out Giving In.
My sleep schedules need to be rearranged, too, but I doubt that it'll happen. XD
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Thanks, that fill is my baby but writing France porn terrifies me, I just need to update soon. In fact, I'll go write that up.
My sleep schedule is back in place, with the help of wisdom teeth removal and a head cold at the same time. Makes for early bed times.
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You tackled an extremely dark and touchy subject matter with grace and humanity, and I love how Canada stumbles around in his attempt to be comforting because it's so much more realistic when you just don't know what to do or say.
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