Anyone/US- Comfort because of Anti-American Americans
anonymous
October 23 2010, 07:45:35 UTC
I may be the only one who noticed, but in the US there's been a general trend for the past while (long while) that Anti-Americanism from Americans themselves (especially teens) has been 'cool' and if someone liked the country, they were compared to the stereotypical insane patriot.
My request is for all this self-bashing from his country to actually have an effect on Alfred's mentality- and he gradually falls deeper and deeper into depression until someone comes and tries to help him overpower his country's people.
Bonus 1: The severe depression causes other mental disorders. Bonus 2: The problem and it's cause are discovered at a world meeting.
Water from a Rock (1/?)
anonymous
October 24 2010, 02:39:01 UTC
Sorry anon couldn't get any of the bonuses into it, really. ; ; this is Estonia/America, because I roleplay the former a lot and have found so many historical reasons for him to have such high admiration for America. So, I found it apt that he'd try to comfort him or.. something. This also kind of hits on how just about the entire world has such notions, so... er. Enjoy hopefully ; ; ------------
He didn't want to get up anymore.
His eyes were fixated on the bathroom door, some shoddy hotel in he couldn't even remember what country anymore, they all looked the same, and he laid on the bed in his crumpled suit. He should go take a shower, yes, it wouldn't be the worst of ideas but he didn't feel like getting up. What was the point of it all? Tomorrow he'd be going home, no one else would notice his disheveled look, no one would notice the dead look in his eyes...
Alfred tried so hard, so hard just to get out of bed in the mornings when he had to. It used to be that around his fellow nations, he could just brush off their
( ... )
Re: Water from a Rock (2/?)
anonymous
October 24 2010, 02:39:35 UTC
Managing to push himself off of the bed-he felt so weak lately, he'd stopped working out, stopped eating much at all-he shuffled over to the door. Before, he would have fret over his appearance, the messy hair and the unbuttoned blazer but he just didn't care. Without even looking through the peephole, he opened the door, the deadbolt still latched as he peered into the hallway. He had to look down a bit to notice the other, and his lips curled into a small frown
( ... )
Re: Water from a Rock (3/?)
anonymous
October 24 2010, 02:39:58 UTC
He stuttered, turning toward the other. He couldn't even see now without his glasses, nor through the blurry shield of tears. This was how he spent most of his time, desolate and crying, and now with someone else there he just wanted a hug.
“N-nobody... Nobody likes me.”
The shock on Eduard's face went unnoticed by Alfred, because the American was too busy reaching out blindly to grab onto his jacket and pull him closer. He buried his face in the European's clothing, trembling and just glad for the warm body that was there.
Eduard placed his hand awkwardly on Alfred's back, feeling almost as strange as he would have if it'd been Ivan to make a sudden dive for comfort. To see a grown man grab so desperately for him, it made him freeze up.
“...That's not true, Alfred...”
“It is! All of you! Even all... all of my own people!”
Holding him a little closer, Estonia realized he'd just been wrong. Alfred only looked like a grown man, it was so hard to always remember that he wasn't. Eduard even was a good few hundreds, if not
( ... )
Re: Water from a Rock (4/4)
anonymous
October 24 2010, 02:42:13 UTC
Alfred reached up, tugging lightly on the hand, trying to uncover his lips. It took another few moments for him to get it, to realize why it had sounded so odd. Every European he spoke to, they either spoke so funny in English he could hardly understand or they had some vague trace of Arthur's tongue. Not Eduard though, the Estonian sounded American“N-nah, it's okay, you can speak...” He tried to coax the other, and Eduard allowed him to pull his hand away
( ... )
Re: Water from a Rock (4/4)
anonymous
October 24 2010, 13:18:23 UTC
Wow. I am seriously impressed xDD damn that was awesome! *pride wells up* Eduard seems like a crack choice at first,but you managed to make him work out extremely well! I never knew that about the current Estonian president either :o
*pulls you back out og the internet crevices* uh-uh, you're staying here.
Re: Water from a Rock (4/4)
anonymous
October 25 2010, 10:05:28 UTC
Ohhh wonderful! Great job, writer!anon. :D I have so much love for you right now, man. It's always been my head canon that Estonia speaks English with an American accent. (toats love Ilves, too. He is so adorable with his bow ties! ♥)
Re: Water from a Rock (4/4)
anonymous
October 25 2010, 12:19:50 UTC
writeranon here says thank you ♥ Admittedly, I didn't know that the Estonian president had an American accent until maybe a few weeks ago. Before then, I had always assumed Estonia's accent to be less British-English and more American-English anyways. Such an influence America had on all the former Soviets~
it does. It really does and although it's not my favorite Estonia pairing, people don't realize how much it needs to exist. xD
My request is for all this self-bashing from his country to actually have an effect on Alfred's mentality- and he gradually falls deeper and deeper into depression until someone comes and tries to help him overpower his country's people.
Bonus 1: The severe depression causes other mental disorders.
Bonus 2: The problem and it's cause are discovered at a world meeting.
Human names/nation names I don't care.
Please and thank you!!!
Reply
------------
He didn't want to get up anymore.
His eyes were fixated on the bathroom door, some shoddy hotel in he couldn't even remember what country anymore, they all looked the same, and he laid on the bed in his crumpled suit. He should go take a shower, yes, it wouldn't be the worst of ideas but he didn't feel like getting up. What was the point of it all? Tomorrow he'd be going home, no one else would notice his disheveled look, no one would notice the dead look in his eyes...
Alfred tried so hard, so hard just to get out of bed in the mornings when he had to. It used to be that around his fellow nations, he could just brush off their ( ... )
Reply
Managing to push himself off of the bed-he felt so weak lately, he'd stopped working out, stopped eating much at all-he shuffled over to the door. Before, he would have fret over his appearance, the messy hair and the unbuttoned blazer but he just didn't care. Without even looking through the peephole, he opened the door, the deadbolt still latched as he peered into the hallway. He had to look down a bit to notice the other, and his lips curled into a small frown ( ... )
Reply
He stuttered, turning toward the other. He couldn't even see now without his glasses, nor through the blurry shield of tears. This was how he spent most of his time, desolate and crying, and now with someone else there he just wanted a hug.
“N-nobody... Nobody likes me.”
The shock on Eduard's face went unnoticed by Alfred, because the American was too busy reaching out blindly to grab onto his jacket and pull him closer. He buried his face in the European's clothing, trembling and just glad for the warm body that was there.
Eduard placed his hand awkwardly on Alfred's back, feeling almost as strange as he would have if it'd been Ivan to make a sudden dive for comfort. To see a grown man grab so desperately for him, it made him freeze up.
“...That's not true, Alfred...”
“It is! All of you! Even all... all of my own people!”
Holding him a little closer, Estonia realized he'd just been wrong. Alfred only looked like a grown man, it was so hard to always remember that he wasn't. Eduard even was a good few hundreds, if not ( ... )
Reply
Reply
Thank you so much for filling this Anon!! It was great and angsty and everything <3 I loved it! *huggles Al* We all lurvles you.
Reply
Eduard seems like a crack choice at first,but you managed to make him work out extremely well! I never knew that about the current Estonian president either :o
*pulls you back out og the internet crevices* uh-uh, you're staying here.
Reply
Reply
ps this pairing needs to exist more
Reply
it does. It really does and although it's not my favorite Estonia pairing, people don't realize how much it needs to exist. xD
Reply
Leave a comment