My only, my precious, my love [1a/?]
anonymous
January 8 2011, 10:31:42 UTC
[Latvia/Russia, with past Russia/Latvia. Yes, Russia's head is very, very fucked up inside. Starts with Latvia-POV and then changes to Russia-POV.
Also I hope that it isn't too hard to read. I can try to change to a more ... stringent and normal writing style if it is too hard?
Double also Russia/Latvia - there wasn't only a Russification of the Baltics. People from there (Baltogermans, mainly from today's Latvia and Estonia) had a major impact on Russian politics and culture, to a degree that worried Slavophile Russians. Maybe have a look at "Official Nationality" and continue from there, if you are interested. - of course, this could mean Russia/Estonia as well. Not here, though.]When they started dating, everyone stared. Talked behind their back. A couple of nations, first of all Lithuania but soon others, too, pulled him aside and tried to talk him out of it, promised him help if he needed it to get away from Russia
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My only, my precious, my love [1b/?]
anonymous
January 8 2011, 10:32:50 UTC
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It has become this: Small, cruel handsnot normally, they are soft and loving and wonderful and he loves them drag him down, downstairs, they both have lived in this big, empty house for a very long time, long enough to know the layout by heart. He shivers, the moist air that smells of pain and hurt and age and memories hitting his bare skin. Concrete, rough stone hitting his skin when Latvia lets go and pushes, the heavy nation stumbling, falling the last few stairs down into the basement.
He never continues beyond this point; what he does is not systematic. Not punishment like Russia himself used to deliver. Not planned.
It doesn't hurt less.
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And afterwards... afterwards those eyes, violet like his own, rage in them and distance and cold and so much like his own this is his fault "this is your f..ault, all y-your fault" you should not have been bad "you m-made me angry, don't m-make me angry" if you were good I would not have to punish you, da?those eyes stare at him, at the blood, and the door is slammed shut. Or he
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Re: My only, my precious, my love [1b/?]
anonymous
January 8 2011, 21:50:13 UTC
Oh man you made something that seems so unrealistic ...seem so realistic! Especially the stuttering in Latvia's voice and the reasons why Russia doesn't leave him! The not-telling-everything-that happened makes us see exactly how badly he can forget ;-;
I'm so happy there will be more...I hope someone helps him because although he used to be that bad...he's trying to get better!
I wonder how the more sexual aspects of their relationhship work out. TT.TT Wait one question is Latvia aware of how he is in fact abusing Ivan and pretending not to? Or is he saying Russia made him mad and that he wouldnt if he hadnt? or is he ....cough ya.
Re: My only, my precious, my love [1b/?]
anonymous
January 9 2011, 14:25:45 UTC
I loved this more than I though I would. <333 The differences between past and now that you put in are just wonderful, and how Russia just don't want to be alone... will wait for update!
Also I hope that it isn't too hard to read. I can try to change to a more ... stringent and normal writing style if it is too hard?
Double also Russia/Latvia - there wasn't only a Russification of the Baltics. People from there (Baltogermans, mainly from today's Latvia and Estonia) had a major impact on Russian politics and culture, to a degree that worried Slavophile Russians. Maybe have a look at "Official Nationality" and continue from there, if you are interested. - of course, this could mean Russia/Estonia as well. Not here, though.]When they started dating, everyone stared. Talked behind their back. A couple of nations, first of all Lithuania but soon others, too, pulled him aside and tried to talk him out of it, promised him help if he needed it to get away from Russia ( ... )
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It has become this: Small, cruel handsnot normally, they are soft and loving and wonderful and he loves them drag him down, downstairs, they both have lived in this big, empty house for a very long time, long enough to know the layout by heart. He shivers, the moist air that smells of pain and hurt and age and memories hitting his bare skin. Concrete, rough stone hitting his skin when Latvia lets go and pushes, the heavy nation stumbling, falling the last few stairs down into the basement.
He never continues beyond this point; what he does is not systematic. Not punishment like Russia himself used to deliver. Not planned.
It doesn't hurt less.
---
And afterwards... afterwards those eyes, violet like his own, rage in them and distance and cold and so much like his own this is his fault "this is your f..ault, all y-your fault" you should not have been bad "you m-made me angry, don't m-make me angry" if you were good I would not have to punish you, da?those eyes stare at him, at the blood, and the door is slammed shut. Or he ( ... )
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Nevertheless, awesome fill. Waiting patiently for more/
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I'm so happy there will be more...I hope someone helps him because although he used to be that bad...he's trying to get better!
I wonder how the more sexual aspects of their relationhship work out. TT.TT
Wait one question is Latvia aware of how he is in fact abusing Ivan and pretending not to? Or is he saying Russia made him mad and that he wouldnt if he hadnt? or is he ....cough ya.
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The differences between past and now that you put in are just wonderful, and how Russia just don't want to be alone... will wait for update!
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