It doesn’t take too long for him to realize just how scared Latvia is, trembling and attempting to stop his body from recoiling at Estonia’s gentlest touch. His fingers brushing against Latvia’s before cradling them gently, stroking each one in what he hopes is in a soothing way; his lips meeting the younger boy’s collarbone in brief, fleeting kisses; Estonia pausing to whisper into Latvia’s ear: shh, it’ll be alright, you don’t need to worry - all of that is making him terrified. Finally, Estonia stops and straightens up, looking at Latvia as he tries to even out his breathing as he sits on the edge of the bed
( ... )
“It’s nothing,” Estonia reassures him when he opens his eyes again and sees Latvia’s worried ones. “You shouldn’t worry about it…”
And he really shouldn’t be, Estonia tells himself when he sees Latvia’s body for the first time, looking at the younger boy’s web of wrecked flesh.
He tells himself to skip over them, or to touch them briefly at the most. But he can’t stop himself from wondering what was happening all those times when Russia decided that he should spend a night with Latvia alone, what had happened whenever Estonia listened through a wall, wincing every time Latvia yelped. The first time that happened, Latvia was screaming especially loud near the end, and then had his scream cut off with his own choke, disturbingly. And then if Estonia stayed especially quiet, he could hear whimpering. And Russia’s voice, of course - asking him why he was so scared, looking like some silly dog.
Estonia moves downwards, trailing kisses and listening for any whimpering, because if there was any-
It was very well-done. <3 You did a great job of balancing out the smut so it was still there but not overly erotic -- just sweet, and nice. Awesome job, anon, thank you so much!
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anonymous
April 15 2009, 11:37:32 UTC
I read this before quite some time ago, and I just finished re-reading. I didn't comment at the first time, and now I'd like to send my love to the author <3
This is so gentle and hot and AUGH no bad-touch Russia ;u;~~<333
I am convinced that these two should get together more often.
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And he really shouldn’t be, Estonia tells himself when he sees Latvia’s body for the first time, looking at the younger boy’s web of wrecked flesh.
He tells himself to skip over them, or to touch them briefly at the most. But he can’t stop himself from wondering what was happening all those times when Russia decided that he should spend a night with Latvia alone, what had happened whenever Estonia listened through a wall, wincing every time Latvia yelped. The first time that happened, Latvia was screaming especially loud near the end, and then had his scream cut off with his own choke, disturbingly. And then if Estonia stayed especially quiet, he could hear whimpering. And Russia’s voice, of course - asking him why he was so scared, looking like some silly dog.
Estonia moves downwards, trailing kisses and listening for any whimpering, because if there was any-
“Estonia,” Latvia gasps out suddenly as ( ... )
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Also, pretty hot. Great job!
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It was very well-done. <3 You did a great job of balancing out the smut so it was still there but not overly erotic -- just sweet, and nice. Awesome job, anon, thank you so much!
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I didn't comment at the first time, and now I'd like to send my love to the author <3
This is so gentle and hot and AUGH no bad-touch Russia ;u;~~<333
I am convinced that these two should get together more often.
*melts into a puddle of gurgling goo*
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