Painful Russia/Canada BDSM
anonymous
March 13 2009, 08:06:13 UTC
I am craving really PAINFUL hardcore RussiaXCanada BDSM. Consent or not is up to anon. But lots of pain is a must.
Caused by finding lots of pain-filled Russia/US BDSM and zero actually painful Russia/Canada BDSM.
Stop going easy on Matt, anons.
Also if the author!anon has any kind of unusual fetish (bladder control, tickling, even guro, any stuff I have not thought of) you are welcome to stick that in. I have become very interested in reading unusual stuff, but I find nothing with it.
first small snippet in promise that this will definitely be finished! it is harder to write than i thought it would be!
Arthur dreads that something had happened in North America when Alfred and Matthew stumble into his office, covered in bruises and cuts.
Alfred cannot stop chattering, tongue tripping over itself constantly as he tries to explain what had happened and Matthew can only stand in shock. It was some radioactive thing that Alfred was playing with, a nuclear fusion experiment, and something had gone wrong.
Arthur pales, and knows that he cannot send them back just yet.
It's at an emergency meeting where they decided to place America under England's care. With the economic crisis looming over their heads, Arthur couldn't take Matthew in. Ivan helpfully volunteers when Matthew looks like he is about to cry, and no one objects.
Re: Soundless
anonymous
April 3 2009, 07:19:18 UTC
writer!anon here--
don't.. expect too much! saying this because it might be really disturbing to read. i'm actually having more troubles trying to keep it within what i think is the readers' comfort level.
i'll be posting a pretty big warning sign before i post some more. xD
Re: Soundless
anonymous
April 3 2009, 07:22:48 UTC
I'll keep my expectations reasonable. ;) But I'll still look forward to it.
And, well, it is a kink meme, and the OP did ask for hardcore BDSM. :U I think we're all expecting something way out there on the comfort zone. This anon, at least, isn't shocked or disturbed by much of anything anymore at this point, so bring it on. ♥ In other words, don't censor yourself too much, since the request itself seems to want something pretty unrestrained.
Re: Soundless
anonymous
April 3 2009, 07:28:16 UTC
writer!anon--
i'll try my best not to disappoint! ♥ i wish i could talk more about this but it'll involve me giving away the rest of the story. x) the next part might be up by tomorrow night.
Matthew quickly shakes himself awake as he feels the stool under him teeter dangerously. The chain that dangles from the ceiling is jingling merrily as Matthew tugs at the headboard connected to the chain. His arms had gone numb many hours ago and the wooden plank that trapped his wrists, on either side of his head, is constricting and dirty. The stool he stands on makes sure that Matthew is never completely asleep, as one slip of a foot can cause him to be strangled by vicious, splinty wood
( ... )
Soundless III
anonymous
April 4 2009, 03:04:08 UTC
"Isn't he so dirty?" Silence meets this question. An air of uncertainty fills the room though there is something else other than that... maybe it's fear, Matthew cannot tell. "We must wash filth from our beloved pet." Ivan is clapping gleefully now, encouraging the audience to help. Matthew's tired eyes are staring at Toris' beaten brown leather shoes, Raivis' dirt-covered black leather shoes and Eduard's polished black leather shoes. He can tell by now, because he is never allowed to raise his head. But from time to time, he peeks and does not get caught-- like he is doing right now. But he is startled by the mix of emotions he sees on the three brothers' faces. There is sympathy, sadness... and is that relief?
SPLAT.Toris winces, whipping his head to Raivis only to stare in horror at the strand of saliva that Raivis is wiping off with his sleeve. Eduard joins in, spitting at Matthew's shoulders. Toris' breath hitches, swallowing as Ivan is glowering at him with a smile that does not reaches his violet eyes
( ... )
They finally are strong enough to break into Ivan's house. Alfred is taking apart Matthew's cage now, tossing the door away with ease. "Come on, Matt! You're free now!" Alfred's voice is excited and bright, pretending as if he never turned his back to Matthew and left Matthew with Ivan, the man who became Matthew's saviour and his world. Matthew learnt to live for Ivan the past few months. He lived for the praises he never received from anyone else and the care he never got, the honesty that never failed to tell Matthew what he did wrong and why he deserved punishment
( ... )
Soundless: bonus
anonymous
April 4 2009, 03:07:27 UTC
Matthew groans, biting sharply into the sheets that are bunched into his mouth as Ivan slams into his ass. With his wrists cuffed behind his back and ass sticking into the air, Matthew finds himself completely helpless and in pain. The cock ring seems to tighten around Matthew's length with each thrust Ivan gives, causing Matthew to grind his teeth
( ... )
Re: Soundless: bonus
anonymous
April 4 2009, 05:00:58 UTC
Oof, anon. You promised brutal, and holy hell, delivered. This anon is simultaneously impressed, a little disturbed that she liked this as much as she did and suddenly immensely in need of Canada fluff. That being said, once again, bravo for an unrelentingly well-done piece.
Re: Soundless: bonus
anonymous
April 5 2009, 04:38:25 UTC
This anon would have responded far sooner, but their keyboard decided to die. Nonetheless, I read this over again and again until I borrowed a new keyboard. I adore this so much. I should feel bad for hearting this to bits...but I don't. You did an amazing job!
I really liked how you emphasized all of the gritty-dirtiness of Matthew's situation. Ivan's abuse was terrible by itself, but everything that he was in just felt...extremely unsanitary. I also really loved the way that you introduced Matthew's Stockholm Syndrome for Ivan at the very end.
But I've been curious like crazy. Was the bonus section placed before Alfred tries to rescue Matthew, or afterwards? I've been trying to figure it out.
writer!anon--
anonymous
April 5 2009, 05:54:53 UTC
here to reply to your question!
the bonus would probably be after. because he is "used to it anyway"
i wrote the bonus because it didnt fit anywhere in the fic itself-- and i wasnt too sure if i hit all the right spots for a proper BDSM fic without some sex or something. i tried throwing it into the actual story ut it wasnt enough for me to feel good about writing so i tossed in a bonus. x)
♥ thank you all for reading! i am always excited about getting comments. and the captcha has a mind of its own!!!
I didn't realize that this had been filled until I checked back here.
This is disturbing, brutal, inhumanely abusive and I love every word this fanfic contains. You are extremely talented. Unlike other fanfics Ive read with similar scenes, I can really understand why Canada has been mentally ruined in the way that he has. I enjoyed this immensely
♥ aw, thank you! jhksef i dont know about being talented with writing torture fics is a good thing or not, but i am so glad it's met your standards and how much you enjoyed it!
Caused by finding lots of pain-filled Russia/US BDSM and zero actually painful Russia/Canada BDSM.
Stop going easy on Matt, anons.
Also if the author!anon has any kind of unusual fetish (bladder control, tickling, even guro, any stuff I have not thought of) you are welcome to stick that in. I have become very interested in reading unusual stuff, but I find nothing with it.
I need this, anons. I need this like air.
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Arthur dreads that something had happened in North America when Alfred and Matthew stumble into his office, covered in bruises and cuts.
Alfred cannot stop chattering, tongue tripping over itself constantly as he tries to explain what had happened and Matthew can only stand in shock. It was some radioactive thing that Alfred was playing with, a nuclear fusion experiment, and something had gone wrong.
Arthur pales, and knows that he cannot send them back just yet.
It's at an emergency meeting where they decided to place America under England's care. With the economic crisis looming over their heads, Arthur couldn't take Matthew in. Ivan helpfully volunteers when Matthew looks like he is about to cry, and no one objects.
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don't.. expect too much! saying this because it might be really disturbing to read. i'm actually having more troubles trying to keep it within what i think is the readers' comfort level.
i'll be posting a pretty big warning sign before i post some more. xD
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And, well, it is a kink meme, and the OP did ask for hardcore BDSM. :U I think we're all expecting something way out there on the comfort zone. This anon, at least, isn't shocked or disturbed by much of anything anymore at this point, so bring it on. ♥ In other words, don't censor yourself too much, since the request itself seems to want something pretty unrestrained.
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i'll try my best not to disappoint! ♥ i wish i could talk more about this but it'll involve me giving away the rest of the story. x) the next part might be up by tomorrow night.
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SPLAT.Toris winces, whipping his head to Raivis only to stare in horror at the strand of saliva that Raivis is wiping off with his sleeve. Eduard joins in, spitting at Matthew's shoulders. Toris' breath hitches, swallowing as Ivan is glowering at him with a smile that does not reaches his violet eyes ( ... )
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poor Canada, why did you leave him in Ivan's care Arthur? Do you really not care for him at all?
Thanks for this anon
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I really liked how you emphasized all of the gritty-dirtiness of Matthew's situation. Ivan's abuse was terrible by itself, but everything that he was in just felt...extremely unsanitary. I also really loved the way that you introduced Matthew's Stockholm Syndrome for Ivan at the very end.
But I've been curious like crazy. Was the bonus section placed before Alfred tries to rescue Matthew, or afterwards? I've been trying to figure it out.
Captca: is devoted. Oh...wow.
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the bonus would probably be after. because he is "used to it anyway"
i wrote the bonus because it didnt fit anywhere in the fic itself-- and i wasnt too sure if i hit all the right spots for a proper BDSM fic without some sex or something. i tried throwing it into the actual story ut it wasnt enough for me to feel good about writing so i tossed in a bonus. x)
♥ thank you all for reading! i am always excited about getting comments. and the captcha has a mind of its own!!!
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This is disturbing, brutal, inhumanely abusive and I love every word this fanfic contains. You are extremely talented. Unlike other fanfics Ive read with similar scenes, I can really understand why Canada has been mentally ruined in the way that he has. I enjoyed this immensely
You filled my request completely.
Thankyou!
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it made me happy that you enjoyed it so. x) ♥
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