Not his fault [1/?]
anonymous
March 22 2009, 13:10:21 UTC
I doubt this is what you were looking for, BUT. I've read the request. And then a story APPEARED in my mind. Russia will be here too, but later. (Smut will come too.)
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‘Ok., I like, totally don’t get it.’
Lithuania hid his face in his hands and once again wondered how the hell he had got himself into this ridiculous conversation.
‘I mean, ok, you don’t want to have sex with me, ok-’
No, it wasn’t ‘ok’, Lithuania knew it wasn’t not only from the hurt Poland thought he hid in his voice.
‘-we went through a lot of shit-’
Nicely said.
‘-we had that bitchy fight-’
Thank you, Poland, for utterly de-dramatizing their battle for Vilnius.
‘-you had like, your moments, I mean, y’know, moments with Ludwig too-’
Wait, what? What did it even had to do with-
‘-I mean, ok, it’d like, totally fuck up anyone, so-’
Not his fault [2/?]
anonymous
March 22 2009, 13:15:34 UTC
Poland had his back to him and so Liet didn’t see his expression. It added him courage to continue.
‘Sometimes, when we are together I remember and I need-’
‘It’s not true, is it?’ interrupted him Poland again, his voice too normal, too light. ‘It’s not only when you see him. You think about him when you’re with me too.’
Lithuania’s breath caught in his throat.
‘I like, could tell something was off, but I totally couldn’t place it.’
Suddenly Poland was turning around and Lithuania quickly dropped his gaze to the floor, feeling scared, dirty and so horribly unfair for the person he cared for.
‘Toris, look at me.’
The gentleness in this voice made him shoot his head up in surprise. Green eyes were looking at him now without anger. They were just sad, and, Lithuania suddenly realized, they were sad for him‘It’s not your fault
( ... )
Re: Not his fault [2/?]
anonymous
March 22 2009, 13:26:04 UTC
This is beautifully done so far, anon! I loved how, even during the whole emotional scene, Poland was just so Poland (oh, man, I laughed and felt kind of bad but kind of not for laughing <3), and I love the stopgap solution/compromise they've come to.
And oh yes, that talk with Russia. I'm looking forward to that. >D Keep going! *STALKS*
Re: Not his fault [2/?]
anonymous
March 22 2009, 16:15:56 UTC
OMG ANON I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!
It feels so real, in a way - tha angst is gorgeous and painful, but it's not an angstbucket end of the world. They're in a relationship, with some messed up history (lol bad pun) and it's affecting them and neither of them are perfect but they're still trying to find a way to make things work even though it's not perfect, and that's what real love is, you know, compromise and acceptance even when you don't understand and plain old determination.
Also, the bit at the end was rididulously hot, even moreso considering there was no actual sex.
I am so thrilled there's gonna be more of this, anon. So thrilled.
Re: Not his fault [2/?]
anonymous
March 22 2009, 19:22:03 UTC
Oh, oh, OH. Anon! This is wonderful. The emotions, and POLAND! Goodness. And Lithuania. (And Russia, hur, hur, hur, but I'm just too fond of Russia, so ignore me~)
I love this so far. Please do continue. And seriously, Poland getting into a skirt and letting Liet choose a toy was awesome. HOT.
Re: Not his fault [2/?]
anonymous
March 23 2009, 00:18:14 UTC
My thoughts are that this being my OTP and all, there can never be enough of it around~ as for the story itself, I really like the tenderness between the two of them here - and while I'm not sure that Poland would deal with something like that quite so maturely, it did warm my heart to read it, despite the miserable outset :)
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Russia will be here too, but later.
(Smut will come too.)
--
‘Ok., I like, totally don’t get it.’
Lithuania hid his face in his hands and once again wondered how the hell he had got himself into this ridiculous conversation.
‘I mean, ok, you don’t want to have sex with me, ok-’
No, it wasn’t ‘ok’, Lithuania knew it wasn’t not only from the hurt Poland thought he hid in his voice.
‘-we went through a lot of shit-’
Nicely said.
‘-we had that bitchy fight-’
Thank you, Poland, for utterly de-dramatizing their battle for Vilnius.
‘-you had like, your moments, I mean, y’know, moments with Ludwig too-’
Wait, what? What did it even had to do with-
‘-I mean, ok, it’d like, totally fuck up anyone, so-’
Thank you again, Poland ( ... )
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‘Sometimes, when we are together I remember and I need-’
‘It’s not true, is it?’ interrupted him Poland again, his voice too normal, too light. ‘It’s not only when you see him. You think about him when you’re with me too.’
Lithuania’s breath caught in his throat.
‘I like, could tell something was off, but I totally couldn’t place it.’
Suddenly Poland was turning around and Lithuania quickly dropped his gaze to the floor, feeling scared, dirty and so horribly unfair for the person he cared for.
‘Toris, look at me.’
The gentleness in this voice made him shoot his head up in surprise. Green eyes were looking at him now without anger. They were just sad, and, Lithuania suddenly realized, they were sad for him‘It’s not your fault ( ... )
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And oh yes, that talk with Russia. I'm looking forward to that. >D Keep going! *STALKS*
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It feels so real, in a way - tha angst is gorgeous and painful, but it's not an angstbucket end of the world. They're in a relationship, with some messed up history (lol bad pun) and it's affecting them and neither of them are perfect but they're still trying to find a way to make things work even though it's not perfect, and that's what real love is, you know, compromise and acceptance even when you don't understand and plain old determination.
Also, the bit at the end was rididulously hot, even moreso considering there was no actual sex.
I am so thrilled there's gonna be more of this, anon. So thrilled.
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I love this so far. Please do continue. And seriously, Poland getting into a skirt and letting Liet choose a toy was awesome. HOT.
/incoherent
Yeah. XD <3333333
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THANK YOU!!!!!
Please continue XD
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