THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER FUCKING OWNS
so this is my life, and i want you to know that i am both happy
& sad, and i'm still trying to figure out how that could be
i am very interested & fascinated by how
everyone loves each other, but no one
really likes each other
and when she started becoming a young lady, and no one was allowed to look at her
because she thought she was fat. and how she really wasn't fat. and how she actually was
very pretty. and how different her face looked when she realized boys thought she was pretty.
and how different her face looked the first time she really liked a boy who was not a poster
on her wall. and how her face looked when she realized she was in love with that boy.
more like the movie where the guy meets a smart girl who
wears a lot of sweaters and drinks cocoa. they talk about
books and issues, and kiss in the rain. ♥
i'm going to do what i want to do
i'm going to be who i really am.
and i'm going to figure out what that is.