its 1 am and i am awake becasue ur on my mind.....

incase u didnt know ive been here all along...and what ever needed to be said just say it in that one moment...ohh how this year has past and it seems liek yesterday u walked me to history my fingers between the spaces of yours...today i held ur hand for more than a second and i felt the same way as when we would walk together....we were so perfect ( Read more... )

ive seen this all to many times before

....i always end up hurt broken heart crushed onto the floor

I really wanna call you, but I know that it's not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you but I dreamed of you last night.
I guess I'm not prepared to say...
Goodbye, so long, farewell, I won't be seeing you again
Until next time that he goes away.

You told ( Read more... )

everyone say somthign random....by commenting!!!! haha have fun

yeah wel umm gay day....yeah bye

well hmminteresting night.....well the only thing i havce to say is u are nothing without ur best friends...i am so glad to have friends liek tanya and kaylee..even though we fight its like we can never stay mad at each other for more than a week....u wait all ur life to find somone who u can trust and those two are those peopel....i really love em ( Read more... )

Well today was somthign new actually felt happy for most of the morning....i wore a skirt for the first time today cause i am so self contious...i wore fishnets for tights....with blacka nd pink vans and a pink wife bearter...i thought it looked good...i got called a slut 6 time today...i am never wearing a skirt ever again...then mister wonderful ( Read more... )

Their have been so many things i have regret in my life like it snot even funny...i have to live everyday knowing i lost what ive wanted for 3 years and when i finnaly got it i fucked up big time...its kind of funy but i try to play it off everytime i sseee you by making fun of you to not let  u knwo it has gotten to me....its so hard for me to see ( Read more... )

ive been so tired latly but i cant sleep...im just not a happy kid latly......last night alll i could think about was cameron and how much i missed him......and if hes missing mee casue i miss him....i bet he has a beautiful girlfriend<>he deserves it casue hes an amazing guy......i  just think that if things get anyworse i mite go live with my dad ( Read more... )

Yeah so my aunt has cancer....hmm now wait lets see what the fuck else could go wrong? lifes going great rite now....im so happy im falling apart......

i just can take this anymore....sluts have feelings too, and we can cry too, and we do feel also....and we also break down...

but as for now i will sit here and think cause lifes so dandy......