Yeah.. a sudden update. I haven't updated in forever, and it seems like whenever I do it's to bitch. Oh well, you guys have to deal because it's my damn journal
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I'm pretty sure that none of this post was directed to me or whatever, since we only met a few weeks ago, but I just thought I'd say... you're not the only one who feels the things you described. I feel the exact same way most of the time. I feel like a failure in so many ways, so many that it'd take hours to tell you about. My job sorta sucks,too, and I'm not sure what's up with college for me or whatever. And i definitely feel like my life sucks... I've felt that for a long time. The thing is, you have to find something that makes you feel a little better about it. With me, mine is my writing, my rping, watching dvds, reading comic books, those kind of things.
You really sound like you need a hog. So... *hugs* :)
Ginapie, dearest, you know I love you. You know I'd fly out to NY if I could and spend a whole forever just hanging out with you, singing Wicked and Rent, and Clay and Kelly, and going to Yankee Games in NY to stare at Derek and Alex's asses. That would be the life, eh? One of my best friends in the world, the best singers in the world, and the best team in the world. What could be better? And you know you can call me at any time, anyday (I might be working, but I WILL call you on my lunchbreak)if you ever need someone.
I've got an idea, how about... we make a deal that ONE DAY A WEEK we MUST call each other or talk online. Doesn't matter what day or what time, we must do it. Deal?
i know that you know my opinions on everything but i am just going to restate it all again... i know what its like to be in your position when your life sucks and when you dont know what to do with it...i really think its stupid that we are supposed to know right now, i mean you are 19 and you are supposed to know what you wanna do for the rest of your life...its not right. anyways...you are NOT a failure, whether you think you are or not, you arent and it makes me sad that you even have to think that because its not anywhere close to it. sweetie...if you dont change your life soon, its not gonna be good...i know you are scared and i know its a big risk but if you dont your life wont change and you hate it right now, so i know you want it to be different some what. i know its scary, trust me. life is hard and the big changes are even harder but we all have to do them and i know you have a lot of people there for you that will always support you in those changes. i know you can do it...you just gotta get out there and do it
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Omg what a fucking night I had yesterday. I am here at work by myself. I couldn't open the office because my parents think that I have magical powers and can open doors using telekenesis. Anyway's thank the lord that Christian was here because he had a key. I opened the gate though. Well being by myself is cool. I have the animals and you know what they are such great company honestly. Well take care i'll be here and online ebcause I can be lol. Nobody is here! Call me at 600 if you don't have work. Night and p.s I am very happy for you on meeting Mrs. Brian whatever his last name is. That must have been really cool.
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~Susan
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You really sound like you need a hog. So... *hugs* :)
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Gina
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My day's a little better today. How's yours?
Becca
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I've got an idea, how about... we make a deal that ONE DAY A WEEK we MUST call each other or talk online. Doesn't matter what day or what time, we must do it. Deal?
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