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hey_im_maue

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Aug 31, 2005 12:51

i have a confession ( Read more... )

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purti_in_pink September 1 2005, 01:16:49 UTC

You better not be right about Bright Eyes appearing on MTV now. I'm glad I turned your life around.. sort of.

And I also got stuck on Laguna Beach.
:)

w0rstdeception4 September 3 2005, 03:50:46 UTC

And there you go again with ur negative talk shit... MY LIVING ROOM TV DIDNT WORK AT THE TIME!!!!!!!!! My mom fucked it up wen her and john got in a huge fite one day and it didnt work for like a month. But whatever. Think like that all the time... think like i dont give a shit and that all i ever do is make up excuses. You wonder why i make such a big deal out of little shit sometimes and its because its not just sometimes that u say such negative shit... its ALL the time. I tell u im gonna change and when i start to care and work my ass of to do that... you become shitty and negative and it makes me feel like even tho u tell me you want me to change... you wont give me the chance. So watever. I love you mark... more then you will EVER understand. The only reason i did the shitty shit i did to begin with was because i felt like leaving you alone so that i couldnt hurt you anymore was the best thing to do. THEN the minute you convince me otherwise and tell me that leaving you alone isnt a good thing and that you want me to care.... ( ... )

hey_im_maue September 3 2005, 04:16:47 UTC

im glad i talked to u online after u wrote this cuz if i hadnt talked to u theres no way id be able to sleep tonight. the tv thing is a misunderstanding. u took it out of context. im seriously not negative. im just sarcastic. thats just wut i do, i have to put a joke on a bad situation to make myself feel better. however when it comes to really serious shit like the hurricane, that affects me so deeply where i cant put a joke on it, however in our case we still have our health, we still have our homes, we still have our lives, so we can overcome this shit. ur problem wit me is u think i think u dont give a fuck wutsoever. well ur right i do think that, untill u tell me otherwise, cuz i believe u. theres always some sort of shit that comes up to kill our plans, and i believe u. my one question for u is....u said u care so much about me, so if u cant get ahold of me when u say so, y cant u call me the next day at least???? i mean y does it always have to be days gone by and then i finally call u. ionno, but ima bout to call u back right ( ... )