*here we have gifts, to be distributed at the Lestrange-Mulciber Christmas get-together/dinner/whatnot at the Lestrange home*

*...and I have no idea where he got the money to buy all these gifts, and I'm not asking*

( Mama and Papa Lestrange )

*the flat is quiet and still* *there is a note laying on the bed addressed to Evan*

( The note )

*apparently didn't sleep well last night*

*wanders into the kitchen and eyes the vodka appraisingly* *snags it and takes it into the living room with him to work on paperwork for the shop*

*oh, and lights up a cigarette while he's at it*

...she's...she's d-- *chokes on the word*

I just can't believe it. Rorey...my Rorey...

Why is my life falling apart?

...I...I don't know what to think right now...I don't know what to feel or how to feel.

I knew this was all too good to be true.

I did it. I think the stuff's finally out of my system. I don't want it anymore well, at least like I did before. I'm feeling a lot better this week, and although I'm a bit behind on work at the shop, I fully intend to catch up on everything this weekend so I'll be ready to go back in on Monday ( Read more... )

I think I'm okay. I will be. I hope.

I'm feeling better. Mostly.

Rore, I'm sorry I haven't been much help with the shop lately. I think I'll be feeling up to coming back to work later this week.

I can't. I don't want to. Well, I do, but... *lights up a cigarette and inhales deeply* I promised I wouldn't anymore. I promised Rore and Mama and Dad. I promised him. That's the sticking point. He'd walk if he knew I was even considering it right now.

*shaking* I won't. I won't do it. No more.

God,IwanttosobadbutIpromised. Ican't ( Read more... )

*grinning stupidly* Evan and I... he... what I mean to say is... *grins even wider*

Heaskedmetomarryhim. *like, glowing with happiness*

He's all right. Thank God he's okay. I don't know what I'd have done if... *swallows and doesn't finish*

Eve, I can't even tell you how grateful I am. Thank you so much for helping.

For once, everything's okay. I like this.