I've been sick and i'm finally feeling better thank god.

I really don't understand why people are so fake.

Just reading through news feed on facebook some people are such hypocrites it's hilarious.

anyways. just sayin.

so. christmas was pretty good ( Read more... )

Why does everyone walk all over me.

why does everyone take everything i say/do wrong.

kinda ruining my life.

btw. who ever reads this/cares.

i found out my surgery was bigger than i thought it was and got a lot of answers to why i was in so much friggin pain. and also got some bad news. woo.

fml.

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so. surgery was pretty bad. i came home yesterday afternoon. i've been so out of it. in a LOT of pain. my neck is so swollen. i look like i have the worlds biggest double chin. ill put pics up when i find my cord but wow. i look rediculous. my head is like stuck tilting to one side. it's horrible. i cant wait till i heal.yeahh. never have surgery

So. my surgery is tomorrow morning. In like 8 hours.... I've never been so scared in my life. now that I know how bad its gunna be and how much it's gunna hurt. Not looking forward to it.

so today i had an appointment with my surgeon. it didn't go too well. My surgery is december 1st. I'm going to have to stay atleast one night ( Read more... )

So. I'm positive for cancer. next step.
I have an appointment on the 26th with my surgeon. Then I will know when i have to have another surgery.

So. My appointment didn't go so well. I thought i was just getting an ultra sound on my neck ( Read more... )

Sooo. I'm mad nervous.
i have to go to a lymphnode specialist in boston tomorrow. don't know what to expect.

on a good note got a new car and gettin my tat on the 19th.