So much is wanted but not given. So much is given but not returned. So much of my heart pours out to you but you crush it. So much of my energy drained but not rejuvinated. So much need but not satisfied. I will get what I need. And do what I need to do for myself.

Three bomb threats and packages being investagated at my school in less then 24 hours. Wow this is insane.

On a side note I am in a great deal of pain because my boyfriend accidently backed into a pole last night really hard and my neck and back and head hurt really bad now. But everything up to that had been fun.

School is almost finished. In a week and a half I will be done with school for a month lol. I start summer classes June 6th and I go until the week before school starts which is also recruitment week for AOII, I am in charge of recruitment which makes that time even more stressful. I actually have two jobs lined up for this summer. One at UPS which ( Read more... )

Update: Just got back from spring break. Went to Gatlinburg which was amazing. Then went to Georgia with my mom, to see my grandparents, which was also a good time ( Read more... )

Going on a couples weekend in lake cumberland with my roommate, her boyfriend, a sorority sister and her boyfriend, my roommates friend and her boyfriend and of course my boyfriend. This should be exciting. I am looking forward to just hanging out with some friends and having a good time ( Read more... )

While sitting in my 8am class today I realised that today would have been 3 years. It's amazing how much has changed in the past 3 years. Even in the last year by itself. If you had told me a year ago that we would be apart and be happy with other people I would have laughed at you. But we are. I thought I'd feel sad today but no it's just another ( Read more... )

How dare you act like a movie is more important then me? I'm on the floor in tears in pain and you have nothing to say to me. Pissed off. If you are high Im going to be even more pissed.

Pissed freaking pissed.

Dropped my major this week. Only carrying 13 hours. Just enough to be a Junior. I am unsure as to what I want to do with the rest of my life. It's kinda exciting.

Dating a nice boy who's company I enjoy greatly. However some of his behavior I'm not exactly happy with. But Im not going to try to change him.

Sick as hell. Hoping to feel better soon

Life has some interesting turns. I'm somewhere with someone I thought would never happen. Life is amazing.