I find more and more as the summer goes on how I'm not really content with my life. I have felt this way for some time now. Not that the summer is so boring, or that I feel inept to achieve what I want, but that I haven't really done anything important. It's good that I'm not content though. If I were then I wouldn't have any desire to do better ( Read more... )

I don't understand how feelings I haven't really felt in so long can just spring up again. It's hard to believe really. It's weird that a few weekends during the summer can mean more to me than a semester or so I've spent with other people. Life just doesn't make sense sometimes. I like it. No. I love that it is that way, but I'm left almost ( Read more... )

I have had the craziest night in Tallahassee...well for me. Driving my lovely shaggin wagon (minivan) to a hole in the wall bar to play pool with my sis and her friend, to hitting up some of the bars, getting asked to a sketchy ass keg party within 5 min of meeting some guy, to going to a miami-like club -where I felt very white- with my sis's ( Read more... )

Summer has been really good so far. Maybe not incredibly exciting but good. I work at the YMCA about 15-20 hours a week, go to an organic lab about 10 hours a week, and I have a decent amount of free time to just relax. My sister has been around the past couple of weeks, and I love it. She is an amazing person and I will miss her so much when she ( Read more... )

Man this journal entry is like welcome to the interesting life of Lisa ( Read more... )

As the semester end approaches I realize that I'm so ready for it. I'm tired on so many levels. I thought that I would be partying it up this last week, but I really just don't want to. I've had plenty of invites don't get me wrong, but I just want to pull out the A's in my classes and go home. I know I'll miss some people tons and tons like Gwen. ( Read more... )

When I went to college I always thought that everything big would just happen. I would automatically know what I wanted for my future, or that I would just meet a group of friends that would be like my family, or that I would just find out everything I enjoy. While some of this is true, I've started to notice all the flaws in my thinking, or what I ( Read more... )

My Mother has recently discovered that she has a life threatening allergy to soy, anything soy. It has required three emergency room visits in the past month, and each time it gets worse. Her tongue/face swells, and she has gastrointestinal problems with it. Now before this incident I had no idea what actually contained soy. -Everything- has soy. ( Read more... )

I'm back home now and already missing G-ville. It's not that I don't like home, it's just that there isn't anything here for me. I'm stoked about going to Atlanta and getting to see my old friends but really, I was most excited about showing Gwen Atlanta and some cool people. Seriously, I've told her so many stories about them that I liked the idea ( Read more... )

All I can say is that this past week will be one to remember. It was definitely interesting, amusing, awkward at times, and entertaining. It's also good that it all ended on an okay note.

I can't wait for spring break.