No new car. . . =( Well not yet at least. But one day. I hope.

Ok, so things are going well I suppose. I finally talked to Shearra about everything but somehow I don't feel any better. She apologized and said she'd try to do better, but I guess it kinda felt like she wasn't taking it seriously. She was like you know how I am. Yeah I do, but that doesn't make it ok. Why should I be cool with you treating me ( Read more... )

So CJ calls me early this morning complaining about how the other people he wanted to talk to keep treating him like shit. . .even though I was nice and listened all I could think was "karma's a bitch".

So much has gone on in the course of the last week I don't even know where to start. All I can say is I'm done. It may not be over but I'm done. I'm not wasting anymore of my time or energy on dumb shit. I won't do it. So I'm gonna do me. And if that means I lose friends, well I guess we weren't meant to be friends anyway. And that's all there is ( Read more... )

Our school finally wins a football game and what happens? A police officer dies at the stadium. UCF life. . .

I'm feeling a bit better today. Honestly I was mad about him, but it was him in addition to other things I think the shit with him was just the final straw. But regardless, I'm ok ( Read more... )

I really don't understand why I am so upset. But I really am. And I told him what was on my mind and he keeps apologizing but it's not helping. I don't feel like anything he says can make it better. He used me, just like everyone else does. At this point I am so fed up that I wouldn't be upset if we completely stop talking. For the first time, I ( Read more... )

Ok, so I've decided that I don't wanna do this anymore. It would be fine if he would pick something and stick with it, but no, he has to keep changing his mind. I don't have time for this. One day he's like he wants to be just friends, and then later on that night, not even the next day, he's like can you come over. I usually sleep over and before ( Read more... )

I don't know what's going on anymore. We're supposed to be just friends. Friends, that's it. Yes, we like each other, but we decided at this time it was best not to move forward. But I spend more time at his house than I do at mine. And at this point I'm not exactly sure what I want. The basis of us deciding to just be friends was because neither ( Read more... )

I am having a wonderful day. Absolutly Amazing! I can't wait to write all about it but I wanna wait and see what the rest of today holds. I hope everyone is doing well.