oh. fuck. i am so....i don't know even know at this point....i just hope to god things will be okay.....oh god, i so do not need this right now.....

hey guys, guess what?! i really hate sara now!!! yea, she's a fucking horrible person, AND BLAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH....god, they're perfect for each other!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really wanna scream so bad....fucking slut!

things are so fucked up right now. i'm so worried about jesse, and things seem to be falling apart...i tried calling jes today to talk to him, n he answered, but he had no fucking calls left, so i couldn't even talk to him...:( he sounds ok tho...it hit me really hard last night that i could have lost him, and he's supposed to be the one person who ( Read more... )

jesse's in the fucking hospital. he's only 15 years old, this should not be happening!!!!! god he's been my best friend for forever, and i better not lose him....i love you jesse....favorite cousins forever, k? you'll be all right!

i hate thinking. it doesn't let you sleep, and you relive all kinds of memories that just make you sad.....argh....i don't even wanna type.

if she fucks things up again, i swear to god i'll punch the little whore.

it ain't nothing but a minor setback. we have what it takes, and we'll show them.

whoa. i went to update, n i'm all like confused n shit by the format....change is not good for my brain....ahhh.....

anyway. i give up. i decided i'll just have two LJ's. lol, cuz you people suck. so there. :p

theapology. saturday, the 25th of september, 2004.

11pm. the backline. $6. be there.

ok, once again, i'm going to be using my other :LJ. it's shakemyworld, so please add that one. it's not that hard people!!!!!!!!! haha. so please just do it. DON'T BE LAZY PEOPLE!!! haha...

i'm only adding you if you add me, unless you were added before. so yea. go!

yesterday was fun. i love my friends. and by that, i mean my real ones.

anyway. homecoming...ahhhhhhhh....confusion. but i'm happy, so w/e. hahaha....bye.