I never, I never
Title: I never, I never.
Pairing: Kai/Sehun
Summary: To jongin it's another night of anticipation and nervous heartbeats, the last he decides.
Word Count: 700~
Jongin wakes up at 5pm and stares at the dim orange outside his window with half closed eyelids, he decides to go back to sleep. Jongin wakes up again at 7pm and decides to get ready, while showering he goes through his plans for the night: Go to the venue he's been invited to, sit at the bar and stare at the boy with bleached blonde hair and drink senseless.
Jongin picks up his phone and checks his inbox to finds 2 texts from his telecom company, he needs to pay his bill. He probably will by tomorrow, he throws his phone and turns around the sound it makes when it hits the bed is an enough confirmation that it landed safely. Jongin opens his wardrobe and considers his options for a while, He only has 3 items in his wardrobe, 2 are hanging on the rack and 1 is folded neatly, One tuxedo jacket, One white dress shirt and one pair of skinny blacks, all he needs. That and two sprays of cologne before leaving.
Jongin is pretty sure he didn't order what the bartender gave him but he figures it's alright, he swooshes his drink and glances behind his back every few minutes searching for a particular face, He gets worried when the clocks hits 12. But soon his awaited guest arrives, His arm around a small figure next to him, Scrunching his nose at him like it's only the two of them, The way he acts is so different from everyone around him and maybe that's why jongin can't seem to take his eyes off of him, maybe jongin is not the only one. He seems so spontaneous and casual, Jongin wonders if that's what he's really like and maybe jongin doesn't really care, Maybe the boy is something better. Jongin never does anything about the maybes haunting him.
The air gets more suffocating by the minute and the bow tie around his neck isn't helping either, Jongin spots a fuzz of blonde moving closer to the bar.
"Two margaritas please"
The bartender nods and Jongin asks for another glass of champagne but freaks out when he discovers he ran out of cash.
"It's on me" The boy smiles
"Thanks, I'm jongin" He offers his hand, The music starts blasting as soon as the boy opens his mouth and jongin is about to shout a "I'm sorry can you repeat that?" but the boy's back is already facing jongin and he's walking away.
His head feels light and jongin has long gotten rid of his bow tie, he leans his back against the cold wood surface behind him and stares across the room unable to think over the loud band playing
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
So he stares and laughs because this is so ironic, He stares as the blonde boy whispers something into his boyfriend's ear and it's choking him in a way, And it's confusing him. But it's gotten addictive, He doesn't wish to stop. The boy licks his boyfriend's earlobe pushing him down on the seat and Jongin rushes to the bathroom feeling something unusual in his stomach.
Let me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jongin throws up all the alcohol and grips at the toilet seat trying to get a hold of what's real and what's not.
He's having a smoke and she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
He washes his face and heads for the door avoiding to look at anyone or anything but a hand grabs his wrist, And if there's the slightest possibility...
"Excuse me, You forgot your jacket" But it's not him
"Thank you"
Jongin walks to his house and on his way he spots a homeless man on a bench, jongin throws his jacket at The guy figuring he has enough money to buy a new one, he walks away but the homeless shouts at him "Hey you forgot something in your pocket!"
(You awe me a glass of champagne! Oh sehun) Jongin doesn't even bother reading the number at the bottom of the paper before throwing it in the trash.
I never
I never
I never
Pairing: Kai/Sehun
Summary: To jongin it's another night of anticipation and nervous heartbeats, the last he decides.
Word Count: 700~
Jongin wakes up at 5pm and stares at the dim orange outside his window with half closed eyelids, he decides to go back to sleep. Jongin wakes up again at 7pm and decides to get ready, while showering he goes through his plans for the night: Go to the venue he's been invited to, sit at the bar and stare at the boy with bleached blonde hair and drink senseless.
Jongin picks up his phone and checks his inbox to finds 2 texts from his telecom company, he needs to pay his bill. He probably will by tomorrow, he throws his phone and turns around the sound it makes when it hits the bed is an enough confirmation that it landed safely. Jongin opens his wardrobe and considers his options for a while, He only has 3 items in his wardrobe, 2 are hanging on the rack and 1 is folded neatly, One tuxedo jacket, One white dress shirt and one pair of skinny blacks, all he needs. That and two sprays of cologne before leaving.
Jongin is pretty sure he didn't order what the bartender gave him but he figures it's alright, he swooshes his drink and glances behind his back every few minutes searching for a particular face, He gets worried when the clocks hits 12. But soon his awaited guest arrives, His arm around a small figure next to him, Scrunching his nose at him like it's only the two of them, The way he acts is so different from everyone around him and maybe that's why jongin can't seem to take his eyes off of him, maybe jongin is not the only one. He seems so spontaneous and casual, Jongin wonders if that's what he's really like and maybe jongin doesn't really care, Maybe the boy is something better. Jongin never does anything about the maybes haunting him.
The air gets more suffocating by the minute and the bow tie around his neck isn't helping either, Jongin spots a fuzz of blonde moving closer to the bar.
"Two margaritas please"
The bartender nods and Jongin asks for another glass of champagne but freaks out when he discovers he ran out of cash.
"It's on me" The boy smiles
"Thanks, I'm jongin" He offers his hand, The music starts blasting as soon as the boy opens his mouth and jongin is about to shout a "I'm sorry can you repeat that?" but the boy's back is already facing jongin and he's walking away.
His head feels light and jongin has long gotten rid of his bow tie, he leans his back against the cold wood surface behind him and stares across the room unable to think over the loud band playing
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
So he stares and laughs because this is so ironic, He stares as the blonde boy whispers something into his boyfriend's ear and it's choking him in a way, And it's confusing him. But it's gotten addictive, He doesn't wish to stop. The boy licks his boyfriend's earlobe pushing him down on the seat and Jongin rushes to the bathroom feeling something unusual in his stomach.
Let me go
I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jongin throws up all the alcohol and grips at the toilet seat trying to get a hold of what's real and what's not.
He's having a smoke and she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
He washes his face and heads for the door avoiding to look at anyone or anything but a hand grabs his wrist, And if there's the slightest possibility...
"Excuse me, You forgot your jacket" But it's not him
"Thank you"
Jongin walks to his house and on his way he spots a homeless man on a bench, jongin throws his jacket at The guy figuring he has enough money to buy a new one, he walks away but the homeless shouts at him "Hey you forgot something in your pocket!"
(You awe me a glass of champagne! Oh sehun) Jongin doesn't even bother reading the number at the bottom of the paper before throwing it in the trash.
I never
I never
I never