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Kyungsoo's foot presses the gas pedal and the arrow in the odometer is pointing to 120. He can see how nervous jongin's reflection is in the
rear-view mirror
The police siren makes kyungsoo's heart beat anxious, but he's determined to take jongin home
. "lookin' hot in your uniform" he smirks. Jongin looks at himselfin the mirror and laughs, but kyungsoo only hears the tension of it. "Mother
fuckers" he cusses as he turns the car 180 degrees.
the steering wheel is slippery under his sweaty hands. but the only sweat he notices is the drop on jongin's forehead. He takes a U-turn and
crosses his eyebrows as he leans against the door
He sees the car behind him almost hitting a tree. "I made a promise to myself the day you went there, to get you out. Even if it means facing
the consequences of stealing the van" "You're being chased by 3 police cars and you're worried about getting scolded by an old guy for
taking the van?" "If it costs me the solo album they've been promising. Yes" "Your singing sounds like a pregnant horse taking a shit ever
since you started smoking. there aren't any solo plans for you" Kyungsoo laughs He missed jongin so much in the last 72 hours.
"they should've arrested your auto-tuned ass instead" "Did anyone give you a hard time while you were in there?" Jongin sniggers "And what
are you planning on doing to- HEY LOOK OUT"
A car comes crashing at kyungsoo's side of the car and it takes 3 whole turns before coming to a stop. "KYUNGSOO" blood starts seeping
from his head.
It's dark, Thunder, drip drop.
"No, no kyungsoo-" . His fist on the elder's shirt loosens. his hands feel weak.
And his heart never felt heavier, Even when he saw how desperate his eyes were when kyungsoo came to visit, Even when he thought about
how much he missed the way his nose scrunches up when he makes on of his lame jokes, He gets all these flashbacks, but it never felt
heavier.
He looks like an angel, he can see flowers in his hair and a smile on his face. but no he doesn't look
like that he looks, well dead. but death ends a life, not a relationship. Kyungsoo is still there in jongin's dreams, smiling, laughing and singing.
And in his nightmares crying, dying, screaming "It's your fault kim jongin".