Last night has got to be the worst Christmas Eve ever. I mean seriously, with me experiencing a major migraine during the mass, I could never enjoy or even pretend to enjoy the celebrations. Going to mass is tradition and so I went as instructed, with my family, looking somehow decent although mildly pissed. You could see it when you look at my ( Read more... )

Ayoko talaga pag nagsisinungaling sakin kung pwede naman sabihin ang totoo nang walang masamang consequence.

Naiinis nanaman ako.

Here we go again. GRR.

Another one of those Christmases na galit ako.
And people expect me to feel Christmas?
Ano yun, joke?

ASA LANG HA.
Hindi kayang chumill.
MAHIRAP.

1. Block Party wherein the block is complete.
2. Peace. No more fights.
3. Revelations by Melissa dela Cruz, sana may stock na sa Fullybooked.
4. Adobe Photoshop CS installer.
5. Green Nail Polish

Wala. Gusto ko lang maglabas. Gusto ko lang ilabas lahat ng galit at inis at sakit na naffeel ko ngayon. Kasi kahit ilang beses ko pang sabihin na hindi na ako magpapaapekto, naaapektuhan parin ako.

( GRABE )

This is real. This is me.

Name: Arra Castro
Source: Paul Goldin Clinics

( I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be )

New Life!:D
I will be happy.:)

I feel regret.

I almost want to end it now,
this awkward and weird
existence that we have.
I'd rather live in peace
than try to compute my
distance from you every time.
Maybe you don't get the fact
that I want you to be first
or maybe you just don't
plan to fix things at all.
I'm so mad at you
I really can't believe it.
I never had someone throw
my efforts to my face before.
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Direct that smug face someplace else.
I don't need your attention.
I hate it.
I don't need you to irritate me.
You already do.
I don't need you to work hard to stay away from me.
Why?
Because no matter how close we got,
we were always too far apart.
Different.
Opposites.
Repulsive.
GAH.
 

I miss you.
But...
I'll be damned to tell you face to face.
Because seriously,
that would be me
all over again.
NO MORE.