*mAJoR ThiNkaGe TiMe*

[heyfuck0ff]

i hate feeling like this..
i hate it so incredibly much.. i dont like this feeling at all.

so many things are going through my head right now..so many things.. u cant even imagine.

lets see.. im thinking about the friends that i have..what friend i no longer have...guys (whats new?)... grades....the weekend..tomorrow..
i know all of this is lame

Comments

[sinisterbliss]

Asian Fire,
Sometimes ppl are not who you think they are... and in times like these you really find out who are your true friends. You don't need her but don't have hard feelings towards her b/c if she's not mature enough to talk out ya'lls probs face to face, then she is not worth your time. i know this won't help you not to feel sad, but i'm just telling you this b/c it will get easier and better in the future! I luv you!!!!! if you need to tak.. give me a ring, im always here! -Lil ba-donk-a-donk

[heyfuck0ff]

hey girl thanks so much. that helps me a lot. it just hurts really bad to see this happen. i never thought it would..not from her. but i guess ur right..if she cant even talk to me about stuff like this then she's really not a friend anyway. im so glad i have u as a friend. thanks for helping me. i love u so much! and if u ever need a talk..im here for u too, grl.
-crys

I cant believe you.

[greententacles]

Hey Crystal, I'm done with you, and it sucks because I still think about you but alot, but I'm stopping, you're such a liar and I never knew it. You had little talks with JP about who you like, me or other guys, he told me like everything becuase I wouldnt shut up last night. You can have Rob, the boring loser thats smokes weed and gets girls pregnent, be my guest. And for the record, I didnt even talk to Rob ok the phone, that was dan's friend ski, aka "tiger". You missed Dan's fucking birthday party for band practice, man who are you?

Re: I cant believe you.

[twister_in_me]

shutup.
rob's hot.
verry.
and if she made a promise to someone, its stupid to be like no i cant go now, and then go to a hotel party.
love you lots crystal..and if you need to talk or something just call or im. you know the sn and #.
<3mofidddy. u should totally come back to soccer.

Re: I cant believe you.

[heyfuck0ff]

thanks so much girl.
i love you soo much.
you ALWAYS have my back through..EVERYTHING
i dno if i should come back..
but i miss you guys ohh so much. so may-beh
just may-beh..
i love you mo fiddy :)
-crys..goat poop! haha

Re: I cant believe you.

[heyfuck0ff]

no, the thing is..i cant beleive u. u dont even know the whole story. we never even finished our conversation on thursday night so ur just gonna be dumb and start assuming things? if thats what u want to do then go right ahead... i just had a talk w/JP and told him the whole story...he understands what happend and isnt mad at me anymore..u just wait .. when JP tells u everythin..ur gonna feel so stupid for what u just said. i didnt think u'd ever react like this..ever. but hey, i guess when ppl tell u things, the truth comes out. beleive what u want. i dont think i even care anymore. so now..tell me who you are..or more like ..who you've become.
-crystal

your gay

[anonymous]

ahh quit being gay dude....she doesnt like you and get it through your head......and quit crying about it.....emo isnt cool, lol anywayz...leave her alone cause ur making her feel like crap...

-rob

Re: your gay

[anonymous]

crystal i love you so much girl n dont listen to nun of these lame as losers there just jelous cuz u have rob n they dont *which by the way he is SUPER hott* :-)good job ::wink:: hehe ill always have ur bak n im here anytime u need to talk girl n i LOVE our talks n english tehehe I LOVE YOU!!!! HoLLa

<2+1 MiKa

Re: your gay

[heyfuck0ff]

lol! i love you too girl! haha i love how u stick up for me..esp about the whole bff thing..haha "ill do much more to her than stab a fuckin pencil in her ear" omfg ur awesome! and yes..they must be jealous b/c rob's totally awesome! psh..teenage girls these days! lol. ur so awesome. im glad u have my back and i have urs! our talks in eng. rock hardcore!
I LOVE YOU TOOOO, MIKA MICHELLE!
-crys

Re: your gay

[heyfuck0ff]

hey, thanks for stickin for me even tho u didnt have to :) ur so awesome and totally sweet. u've made my day!
i.lessthansign.3.you!
-crys