Well what can i say? Its been over a year since my last post, and we all know how much a person my age's life changes in a year. Lets start with the good news, im officially graduated (YAY!), and now attending college (YAYYYYY!!!) at Niagara University ( not so much yay...), and my fall semester ends in a month (YAY YAY YAY!). My boyfriend Zack and ( Read more... )

Can you believe it because i can't lol! Thirty weeks since my last post, my whole life in buffalo completely uncatalogued?! Well i will do my best to sum up the day to day life of amanda since last we spoke. Well , school in buffalo was much better than i expected. The first week or two sucked, since i knew like no one at all, but then i auditioned ( Read more... )

I broke up with sam ( Read more... )

The last few weeks have been a rollercoaster ride for me, and my family. With constant arguements about jeff and mom and i not getting along for the longest time has escaladed into something very difficult for me. I have been contimplating for a long time moving to my dads, because its a more stable emotional enviroment for me, and this year has ( Read more... )

Feel much better, needed a place to vent, and i got that. Jillian and Brynn made me laugh which always releases energy and stress, still have much hw to do but feeling good. Thanks to those of you who responded, i promise im normally a happy bright squeaky person, and i have returned to that state now!

Lately, sam and i have been going through this cute bonding phase. The other day he found one of my old journals, and wanted to read it, i said no but i said i would let him read my livejournal, which he later did. So in turn , he offered for me to read his journals, which i thought would be really cool! How i was sorely mistaken there, at first i ( Read more... )

its been wayyyyy to long since my last post, umm where to start ( Read more... )

its been soooooooo long!!! lol ok so lets see. Things have been great! Musical was amazing, thanks to those who came, i really really appreciated it and so did sam! Jillian did a super amazing job being lead, and cried muchlies once it was over.Sam and i have been amazing, more in love than ever. He came up to dads just last weekend and that was ( Read more... )

Ball was supposed to be this saturday, but it was postponed because of the weather, which sucks because sam and i were both looking forward to it. Instead we had a party down at heathers, where sam spent the night , now before you all freak out, we slept in seperate places, me on the couch, him on the recliner. Though we almost did fall alseep on ( Read more... )

Today and the past few days have sucked. HARD. Sam was gone in NYC for five days, and i didn't see him or talk to him at all, wait i take that back i talked to him for 10 minutes on friday. So yeah i just saw him yesterday for like 3 seconds, literally no joke, and i thought i was going to see him today but he had a field trip and shit so i didn' ( Read more... )