LJ Interests meme results

1. books:
   i just love to read. the feeling you get after reading a really good book... undescribable. sometimes i get mad though because i want it to keep going!
2. cats:
   cats make me happy. especially my fat max
3. first loves:
   sometimes don't put you in a best mood to think about your first love but it's a great memory to have and ( Read more... )

so it's been awhile since an update. actually... not really i guess. 3 days isn't that long. i think i've just been like SUPER busy for some strange reason. it feels so good to busy again tho. i'm a freak and love love love to be like hectic busy. i get like sad and weird when i'm not. i think it's just cause i feel lazy and always think i should ( Read more... )

wow, did i ever have a shitty day today. so far it's consisted of completing 2 homework assignments for my lab class and attempting to finish my paper, also for my lab class. i feel like that class needs to be worth more than 2 freaking credits. i don't think i got to step outside once today. not that it really matters because it was so damn hot ( Read more... )

i wake up every morning with a stomach ache. why is this? i'm not hungry... i usually don't eat before i go to sleep. i have problems ( Read more... )

i've been trying to get back on track lately. i feel like i've fallen away from myself. mike really changed my life more than i realized. i spent so much time with him last year that i think i forgot how to be social without him or something... i dunno, it all sounds pathetic but i'm slowly working on getting my life back ( Read more... )

things got worse ( Read more... )

everything feels all wrong. i don't even know what the problem is. i don't know how to make anything better. i don't want to feel this way anymore but i can't help it. for the first time in my life, i feel strangely depressed. i'm not crying out for help or anything. i just felt that maybe if i wrote down what i was feeling, it might make me feel ( Read more... )

so over the weekend and yesterday i was painfully sick. had a really horrible case of the flu i think. now i just have this hacking cough and some headaches. i think it means i'm getting better ( Read more... )

and you know what? i really really really haven't been drunk in a long time and it is fun. i think i just need to get the energy to go out and do it. i need to stop worrying about spending time with my boyfriend. he has the attitude of i don't care if i see you or talk to you because i know i love you. so i should just develope that attitude and ( Read more... )

i think my room gets better and better everyday i'm living it. i really love it. can you tell ( Read more... )