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the world above us
I usually insist that I don't believe in god or a higher power, now and then I get the feeling of destiny/fate/karma drift through my head briefly and in a second it is gone again. Anyhow I do now and then find myself looking up and begging someone/something for a favor ( Read more... ) -
too good to be truths
Things have been going so well lately, and I've had such a better attitude that my anxiety(which has been steadily getting worse) isn't much of a factor anymore. Basically it's all almost a little unbelievable. I'm sort of expecting something to go wrong, or very, very right ( Read more... ) -
everyone is out for themselves.
losing faith in humanity. -
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why do I keep it all to myself? -
posessions! COME ON!
I just read an article about how some families will have to decide between lighting/heating their homes or feeding themselves this winter due to the current economic situation. While this is being massively overdramatic, obviously it will be happeneing to some people. I just don't get it though, there is still PLENTY of money in this country... ( Read more... ) -
Here I go again
whenever I begin to accept myself, I disappoint myself all over again and get depressed. It's a fucking waste.
I decided no more bullshit, with ANYBODY, and I also decided to play music or die.
the latter is more likely.
there's something wrong with my insides. -
I need to learn my lesson
I have this habit of expecting to much out of people. I always get let down and promise myself not to hold people in such high regard and just a few weeks later it's repeated ( Read more... ) -
I'd love to know...
where exactly am I?