Wow its been a while. It seems like i only write here when I am mad or depressed or had a bad day. But today was pretty good I suppose. I forgot all my books and stuff at home. But I had a test in most of my classes so I didnt really need them. O yeah I won a prize today at lunch a free drink wooohoooo! Then we had a pep rally and it was way ( Read more... )

Im soo tired. Im physicly, mentaly, emotionaly and whatever-else-there-is-ly tired. I have stuff Im supposed to go to today and blah. I dont feel like doing it at all. I know Ill probably get mad at someone for something stupid and then have a ruined day. I dont think Im gonna be able to make it to the Christ Lutheren thing either and I kinda ( Read more... )

Wow today sucked. Nothing went well. But I found out that the sub i had yesterday is getting reported for burning stuff with a bunsin burner and for argueing with this kid about his reigion and how stupid he is because he wants to go to some weird college. She said he should work harder to get into a real college. Its like Hello you are a ( Read more... )

Im no good at this. Im no good at letting people know how I feel without sounding insincere or just stupid. But for some reason Im really good at sounding stupid. Go figure.

Tonight was good... went to the Framers house and talked with his parents and had frosties. Then went to Morgans for a bit. Her house is uge. Then we went to see the forgotten. It was not that scary but it was amusing. Yeah, I thought there was gonna be more to talk about but guess not. Stuff has been crazy. Im still a little confused. But ( Read more... )

Wow I'm updating twice in one day. Baseball was ok. He wants me to try out for this Fredrick traveling team so i have to pitch in front of the coach saturday morning. So no sleeping in. I think I'm gonna be nervous...I've never tried out for a team without lots of people there. But if I do make the team my summer is gonna be super busy. I ( Read more... )

Another not so wonderful school day. Well its wasnt that bad. Nothing to exciting. I keep falling asleep in Algebra 2 and then I get mad at people who wake me up. I could never be a teacher. I have no patients with people who dont get it. I would just explain it once and then just pretend the people who dont get it dont exsist. But Coach ( Read more... )

Wow, its really late. Ive been trying to sleep for like an hour and a half. My body is way tired but for some reason i cant stop thinking about stuff that is going on. I still feel like everything is crashing down around me. I want it to stop. I want to be happy. I want to be able to sleep at night. I dont wanna lose the people that i love. ( Read more... )

Ugh.. not a great start to the weekend.

Good good day. Had a sub in health, watched a movie. In Alg 2 I took a benchmark. I have no idea how I did most of the questions were pretty easy. But I just made up the answer for the last one after staring at it for half the period. Chem was ok nothing to exciting. In spanish I just sat there and was sooo lost. They played these games with ( Read more... )