He could do a million times better.

I hate highs because I know the next day will be a fucking disappointment. This whole week has been horrible, and it's not even over yet. I still haven't recovered from Saturday with sleeping patterns and shit.  And so many people are fucking with me in various ways.  Seriously, fuck the haters.  Fuck the ones who won't let me live my fucking life ( Read more... )

It is possible that I might be spending the night at Alex's tonight.  Shh.  It's Sharif's birthday and he's having a party and an 'after party'.  It's all gonna be a whole bunch of drama.  I hate it though because it's not that the 'goonies' have a problem with me, it's her.  And I'm only going if I'm going with her.  And I feel bad for Alex ( Read more... )

The first home game of the season was really good.  I hung out with Andrea, Alex, Nick, Sean, Justin, Sharif, Karla, and part of the time Kyle, Franco, Sam, Rachel, Erika, etc.  Eeeeh! I had so much fun.  Dirty Sanchez.  Ricky.  Marching band formations.  I get the feeling this might be a good season?  But next week if there's a home game at Hylton ( Read more... )

Today was really good for no particular reason.  It's pretty awkward having chemistry with Alex though lol.  I already made a new friend! yay!

Lawlz, first day of being a sophomore :P

NINE DAYS UNTIL SCHOOOOOOOLLLLLLl!  Holy fuck.  I am probably gonna have a hard time getting used to not being a bum and chillin' everyday.

Look at the new baby! more pictures later.

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I got back around 8am.  I can't wait until tomorrow because I get to see Alexxx :]  It's probably gonna be awkward, lol.  Anddd shopping with Andrea or Snakes on a Plane with Erika?! lol.

I can't sleep :[  I'm supposed to be up in about three or four hours

I have too much on my mind.  Or just one thing I can't get out of my mind.  One person.  A certain problem with that one person.  A problem that shouldn't exist.  My problem.  My problem that is fucking things up.

I'm gonna like die in New York.  No Alex for like a week?!  I about ( Read more... )

Fuck it.  New motto.  I'm gonna try to not hold anything back and just be me.  If people don't like it, fuck them.  I'm sick of being this way and it's gonna end up ruining a really good thing if it doesn't change.  Just like I did before.