I hate this shit.  I am so fucking pathetic!  What time is it, 4:45am?  I hate the feeling of one-sided...ness.  I contradict myself a lot.  I mean, you try for one thing and I do everything else.  Or maybe I am just being a bitch because I am tired and this is fuckin ridiculous.  But really, in the past, if I was up at 4:46, they'd be up at 4:46 ( Read more... )

On the 10th I got to go to Warped Tour :]  Thanks for the ride, Erika.  It was pretty fucking amazing, I didn't think I'd like it that much.  Too bad I didn't get more pictures.  We watched bands I didn't even really like, but it was all good.  I have pictures even if I didn't like them.


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I got pretty drunk last night.  It was amazing.  Pictures later, unless I forget...lol

I met Karly and Tracy today.

And I love Karla.  She is so...I don't know.  Not uptight about shit &just lives her life.  Doesn't give a damn what people think.  Drinking buddies, holla!  lol...hopefully Saturdays plans go through.  And hopefully Andrea can get Karly to help...hmmmm

I love Alex.  He's gonna be gone for a week :[
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Sometimes I reallllyyyy hate myself.  Like now ( Read more... )

I got drunk last night.  It was so damn funny.  And fun.  Dirty Mexicans, drunken cartwheels, DIE BITCH DIE!, superheroes &sidekick, vibrators, peeing behind benches, commando, so much more.  Hahaha.  I liked how we described the fireworks like we actually saw them.  We left before the sun even went down ( Read more... )

Alex is so damn cute :]

I think I'm going to the Taking Back Sunday concert with Karla on Friday.  I don't even like Taking Back Sunday...like, at all.  I kind of want to see Angels &Airwaves.  I don't know about them though.  They're probably lame.  But, I think it'll be fun, regardless of the crappy bands playing.

Things are good with Alex, I just wish I could see him.

Or maybe my boyfriend is crazy hahaha.  My brother saw Nick &Alex sitting outside of my house at like 6:30 this morning!  My mom was like wtf Belinda, you have a psycho stalker boyfriend!  Now she wants me to break up with him and stuff hahaha.  He was like "me and Nick had been walking all over, and I wanted to see you!"  It's cute in a really ( Read more... )