when everything you get is..evreything that you want ..well which would you prefer..my finger on the trigger or. me face down down across your floor. me face down down across your floor

I cant believe that the weekend is over. It went by soo fast. I didnt have work though which was good.. But im working like the whole week this week which ( Read more... )

today was a long day at work. it sucked...majorly. dyed my hair. it sucks. everything fucking sucks. I WANT MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND.or as he says...we are broken up, so my ''ex boyfriend'' why does this happen to me. one thing after a fucking nother. when can i just have a good god damn day. im so sad. once again..going to sleep on  a wet fucking ( Read more... )

..sitting here before work.. only like 3 more hours till i leave. the time will go by real fast. not. how can it? all i do is sit here and depress myself and think. thats it. okay. maybe my journal entree before was a bit agressive and what not, but its how i felt. i didnt want to break up with him, and i didnt break up with him as he says. its ( Read more... )

today goes on the record of one of the worst days

Now is not the time to vent heather. for christ sakes im so mad right now. hes such a mean person. im so sick of it. what the hell is coming out of this anyways? does anyone have the answer because i dont know. nothing frieken works. cant be single because it just doesnt work like that, cant be with him because he drives me fucking crazy. i ( Read more... )

they will see us waving from such great heights......

wow spring break is over. finished.done. all gone.sinara. god dammit.next one is summer. thank god its not THAT far away. hell, who am i kidding.. its very far. Oh well. school is tomorrow and im excited to do good this quarter... well try to. NO i will.!! i have to bring my grades up ALOT ( Read more... )

You Are Ariel!

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''Leave me alone, leave me alone, leave me alone AHHHHHHH'' Thats all i ever hear coming from his mouth anymore. Its quite annoying and im getting quite sick of it to be frank. Fuck that dude why should i let him talk to me like that. He thinks im a doll , he can just say and do what ever he wants with me, throw me around and verbally abuse me. And ( Read more... )

so i hate this font and writing style that i have on here...its always the same and it never changes..

sooo how are things with me? they are good good....i suppose. Why shouldnt things be good. i have everything i want...right?

i have a boyfriend who has mized emotions every single day...im always on thin ice...i just dont know if the next step i ( Read more... )

today is friday....

i never hang out with cool people anymore

i have work at 5

kyles mad at me

my day sucks

i want to do something fun!

god