This week I recieved the first letter that wasn't from my mom ( Read more... )

Yesterday while Zach and I ( Read more... )

Inadequete.

Not all I have to do is work harder.

Ken is too damn polite. I wish he would say "This is exactly what needs work."
I think I'll email him or look up his office hours. I need to get some things worked out.
I need to know if this is worth it.
It is. I know it is. I can learn.
I need to not panic.

peh ah enn ee ceh

Panic.
And learn

I hate residence.
I hate Trinity college.
I am not learning, or geting anything out of this experience,
other than that I hate this place.
I'd move out now if I could.

I'm e-mailing the Dean to express my massive amounts of unamusment towards last nights events.

Have a good day.

Toronto is right.
It feels right.
I think I need to be here right now.

I love my classes and my teachers
and the people in my class are
incredible.
I love them, very, very much.

I like this...
Starting over.

Ken said "Good," to me twice today. Like, at me. Directed at me. It was thrilling.

Ohmigawd. Zach, you better follow through.

So, I was super excited because tonight is Grey's Anatomy night and tonight is the premier. I finally worked up the nerve to go to the room with the tv which is a few floors up. When I get there there's no one there so I think "awesome, not so bad" and go to turn on the tv... and it doesn't turn on. It's plugged in, but wont turn on. The other tv ( Read more... )

An apology for yesterday's outburst ( Read more... )

Damn. Damn damn damn.
Damn universitys and their prerequisites. I'm so effed over.
I need to change out my science and do German
if I want to do my German major but it's been a week already
and I'm afraid it'll be too late. Damn.
Why can't I have just ONE major and a minor.

Damn you U of T.
Damn.

On the other hand Drama with Ken was bitching.

Alright, for my movement class we have to do a "self portrait." I think it's very hard to judge yourself and make an accurate picture of who you are. SO, I am asking all of you to comment anonymously with things you have thought about me, or things you have said about me. I'm not fishing for compliments here. This isn't "say something nice about me ( Read more... )