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May 23, 2004 00:23

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabericating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I Fucking hate you [x4]
I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3]

Shut up!

Today was blahhh....helped around with the house and with paige since dad hurt his leg...which I dont mind doing since I havent seen them since April.

Chris came over and hung out for a few then my daddy took me to the mall to buy me some shoes to go with my dress. Nice, nice. Then he took me out to dinner.

Came home and called Mary since I hadent talked to her in a little while..now im on here finding it funny at how people are so wraped up in theirselves that I actually think I give a fuck about them...Well to those of you and you know who you are...I have let it go...your the ones who cant, stop fucking running your mouths and get over it. I dont need you people.....

Alicia<33

Crys-Im so happy for you!!!! I think Joe is what you needed to come out of whatever bad was going on with you. And im glad my old crys is back!!!

Mary-We will find you a dress cuz you are going,no matter what you wear you will look hott, and the bets on for a quarter!! ;p
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