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[heyyou_itsme]

The choir from Texas State came today to sing for us. they made me want to cry. not because they were terrible or anything, but they reminded me of us last year. they did this one song that had an e.e.cummings poem for the lyrics, and it brought back last year's christmas memories and the colorado memories. I could almost see everyone standing

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[angelfish_05]

*hugs* i miss last year too. it was amazing and beautiful while it lasted wasn't it? i love and miss you!

[kitkat1107]

its not sick and twisted that you needed to loose that home. we all did, even if we all don't see it that way, take it from me you have to "loose" it if you're ever gonna move on. accept it as it is, be thankful for what it was, realize that your not remembering the bad, but still be open to the good; know that you'll move on and that it will always be a part of you - no matter where you go or what you do, it will be inside of you and in that way you always have that home. and its the inner homes that give us the most strength, that matter most.

love me,

p.s. what are you doing next year ?

[heyyou_itsme]

i have no idea... its either tech or ut, but as to what exactly i'm gonna study? heck if i know. got into tech on bio. dunno about ut. i'm moving out. i know that much.
and i know it was nessicary to lose it, but this year is just making it that much harder to do so.